You can't turn a hoe into a housewife.
I fear that I have been slacking. However, with two jobs and school in full swing, can you blame me? Well, you shouldn't. I'm always tired and wore out. I'm constantly half asleep and whinning.
But I am happy. That's due largely in part to the fact that I have a wonderful boy. When I say wonderful I mean perfect. PERFECT! He treats me like a queen. He cares about me and dosn't play silly mind games like so many boys do. I worry of course how long this will last. I know from past experience that people can change overnight. That scares me. If he does, I won't die or break. I will continue to be myself, perfect as well. However, I will be sad. I see no evidence or foreshadowing that he will change, but alas, sometimes it can sneak up on you.
Schools currently handing me my ass. I have piles of homework every night. Whose idea was it to take 5 classes again ? Ahhh, mine. Swell. I'm doing the best that I can. Hopefully thats enough. I havn't had to work at Macys all week. And wont until Friday. Im glad. I needed this break. This weekend I will be going camping with my boy and some of his coworkers. I am excited. I like camping.
Be glad for what you have, not sad for what you dont.
But I am happy. That's due largely in part to the fact that I have a wonderful boy. When I say wonderful I mean perfect. PERFECT! He treats me like a queen. He cares about me and dosn't play silly mind games like so many boys do. I worry of course how long this will last. I know from past experience that people can change overnight. That scares me. If he does, I won't die or break. I will continue to be myself, perfect as well. However, I will be sad. I see no evidence or foreshadowing that he will change, but alas, sometimes it can sneak up on you.
Schools currently handing me my ass. I have piles of homework every night. Whose idea was it to take 5 classes again ? Ahhh, mine. Swell. I'm doing the best that I can. Hopefully thats enough. I havn't had to work at Macys all week. And wont until Friday. Im glad. I needed this break. This weekend I will be going camping with my boy and some of his coworkers. I am excited. I like camping.
Be glad for what you have, not sad for what you dont.