I'm worried about me too...
I took on way too much this year, with yearbook, color guard, work, directed studies, Interact, NHS, and the rest of my classes. I can't figure out a way to deal with it all without cracking, I'm so stressed and I have so much to do. I get no sleep, so I always feel sick. I hate this. And of course everyone is angry or annoyed or disappointed with me because I can't fully commit to anything. I should be a better editor, a better performer, a better employee, a better student. But I can't be any of these things because then it will throw the others off of their already precarious balance. I know it seems like I'm not trying, but I am. I guess I just need to try harder.
On a happier note, one of those friends I was talking about that I felt like didn't care about me anymore...well, he does. He said something really really sweet today that made me smile when that was the last thing I felt like doing, and made me cry, and made me feel absolutely amazing. Plus, now that I've been reminded that some people can make me feel amazing, I'm going to stop being with those people who make me feel anything less. Day one of Erin Makeover.
On a happier note, one of those friends I was talking about that I felt like didn't care about me anymore...well, he does. He said something really really sweet today that made me smile when that was the last thing I felt like doing, and made me cry, and made me feel absolutely amazing. Plus, now that I've been reminded that some people can make me feel amazing, I'm going to stop being with those people who make me feel anything less. Day one of Erin Makeover.