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[erin_joy_secord]

I'm pondering. That's what I've spent a lot of today doing. Really, I mean. When did things get so complicated? I don't just mean my life, I mean life in general. When did everything get so messed up, tangeled and jumbled together? It's like everything that you want to do, that's fun always has consequences. And no matter how severe, they never

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Hm.

[erin_joy_secord]

My choices are my own. So many things in my life are not in my control that when I do get to make choices, trust me, they are all made for my own resons. No one else's but my own. Destructive as they may be, they tend not to affect anyone but myself. And that's what's important. I would never put someone else in danger because of a descision that I make.

People do influence my descisions, but whether you are one to admit it or not, people influence yours as well. They influence everyone's, no matter how "Individualistic" someone thinks that they are. It's a fact of life.

Thirdly, I don't really think that I need to explain what I see in Jameson. The point is that I really do love him more than I love anyone else. Moving quickly or not, it doesn't change how I feel. Or what I've been through with him. He's been there for me and been my best friend for the last sixth months. And I can't help that I'm attatched. The kid has been there for me, and never let me down.

PS I think Thirdly is a word, and if it isn't, it should be.
PPS The last paragraph pretty much contradicted the other three.

♥ loveee.
erin.