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[erin_joy_secord]

I want to help you, love. But I don't know how
to soothe you, dear.
I wont speak out.

I have so many fears,
thus we hold rejection.
In that place between our elbows and our wrists.

I have so many memories,
whispering pain.
I have always been a little shy.

So, I'll turn and look the other way.
Other way, other way.
I will turn and look.
The other way
and only glance back when you need me to.

I want to hold you.
But I am not afraid to tell you that I am afraid to tell you this.
I want to touch you.
But Im not that way.

I have many doubts
about my motives.

I have many fears
about my greed.

I have always hurt
the ones that i love.