the beating of my heart keeps the time going
wow alot has happened with mostly everything...
school is almost over and you have no idea how happy i am about that since junior year started life has been basically just ment to fall apart. like they dont want to see u happy when u go through the halls u can tell who is a senior they are the one saying fuck this and yelling in the halls, sophmors are the one that feel content they are the happy ones enjoying everything, freshmen are the quiet starting to break through there shells, but us juniors are the sad ones we have the look of death in our eyes probably the ones in the halls floor having the biggest melt downs EVER!!!
friends are just not doing that well this year. it seems this year is ment to see who is ur real friend. who will stay at ur side when things go to hell and really its true i have finially notice who my real friends are and the ones that are just nice to get things from me or just "feel bad" for me when did things with people get so complicated when did it matter the brand u wore the music u listen to and who u hanged out with. i miss the times when u just went by how they treated u now even that is over rated. its like the song blurry " Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real to make up your own ending"
softball is just dragging on seriously it feels like it will never end we are 15 and 7 which isnt to bad but we lost 2nd round of counties which was probably more my fault then any and tuesday our states at our high school at 4 if u care to come please do but dont worry if u cant if we lose we get to go home and the season is over for us but who nos what will happen.
summer is coming and i dont think i could wait another day it seems that each day is another day closer to freedom where nights will be spent with friends the cool night will take control and we will be able to breath specially beign able to drive the road is for us to explore and lead us some where new
god if only things where like they were before it all went to hell
school is almost over and you have no idea how happy i am about that since junior year started life has been basically just ment to fall apart. like they dont want to see u happy when u go through the halls u can tell who is a senior they are the one saying fuck this and yelling in the halls, sophmors are the one that feel content they are the happy ones enjoying everything, freshmen are the quiet starting to break through there shells, but us juniors are the sad ones we have the look of death in our eyes probably the ones in the halls floor having the biggest melt downs EVER!!!
friends are just not doing that well this year. it seems this year is ment to see who is ur real friend. who will stay at ur side when things go to hell and really its true i have finially notice who my real friends are and the ones that are just nice to get things from me or just "feel bad" for me when did things with people get so complicated when did it matter the brand u wore the music u listen to and who u hanged out with. i miss the times when u just went by how they treated u now even that is over rated. its like the song blurry " Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real to make up your own ending"
softball is just dragging on seriously it feels like it will never end we are 15 and 7 which isnt to bad but we lost 2nd round of counties which was probably more my fault then any and tuesday our states at our high school at 4 if u care to come please do but dont worry if u cant if we lose we get to go home and the season is over for us but who nos what will happen.
summer is coming and i dont think i could wait another day it seems that each day is another day closer to freedom where nights will be spent with friends the cool night will take control and we will be able to breath specially beign able to drive the road is for us to explore and lead us some where new
god if only things where like they were before it all went to hell