when songs make u want to slit ur wrist
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for real fuck it nothing is right anymore my family is barely holding together anymore and when we finially get together we just fight and i cant take it u braily hear i loves u i swear if they do they are just putting on an act for everyone around like wtf i was so0o0o00o happy as a kid yea we werent perfect but we would be good now since i have grown up its HELL!!!
softball is hell my coach doesnt learn when things are enough he makes us practice 24/7 and when we pass out and/or die we practice a lil more its never ending i ahve to be this person that im just not a person i really wish to never be but thats all they want now a days.
junior prom was cancelled so the softball team went out to dinner it was ok but i went home early but later on was sent back out to run errons for my mother which i was just getting mad about every time i would come she found another thing she needed so i would have to go back out saturday was my cousin bridal shower was LONG!!! but i got to watch tessa all day which was great later that night i went out with my lil sis caitie which was alot of fun she rented my favorite movie and everything for me it was great then sunday i went to the hospital to vist my grams for a lil then best buys and cleaned my house nothing big but its my usual weekend like always.
have u ever had the feeling to bash ur head in or drink till u cant remember ur name thats how i feel like if i could then i think this shit would be some what barable but i cant so it sucks but what ever i just hope that it gets better over time at least thats what every one is telling me well i have to write a paper for emma i better start bye
softball is hell my coach doesnt learn when things are enough he makes us practice 24/7 and when we pass out and/or die we practice a lil more its never ending i ahve to be this person that im just not a person i really wish to never be but thats all they want now a days.
junior prom was cancelled so the softball team went out to dinner it was ok but i went home early but later on was sent back out to run errons for my mother which i was just getting mad about every time i would come she found another thing she needed so i would have to go back out saturday was my cousin bridal shower was LONG!!! but i got to watch tessa all day which was great later that night i went out with my lil sis caitie which was alot of fun she rented my favorite movie and everything for me it was great then sunday i went to the hospital to vist my grams for a lil then best buys and cleaned my house nothing big but its my usual weekend like always.
have u ever had the feeling to bash ur head in or drink till u cant remember ur name thats how i feel like if i could then i think this shit would be some what barable but i cant so it sucks but what ever i just hope that it gets better over time at least thats what every one is telling me well i have to write a paper for emma i better start bye