Over it
Fing Life is no Life somedays
Funny how one can change in a short time, I am ready to move on, meet new friends, new guys who knows.
I finbally figured out I wasn't even in an fing relationship I was ijiust wanted for sex. Yeah it sucks.
I wrote this 2 weeks ago, I never published it, and now I will cuz it seems so long ago and I =so over all of it
Some days I hate this world and others I am so proud to be a part of it in my own artistic wierd kooky way. But I am trying to figure out why the hell I can't fin a guy that will actually like me for who i am. Not just for sex, don't get me wrong i like it , but its not the only thing in life. And for 13 months I was onbly viewed as a sex object and me the outgoing, liberal feminist, strong weilled and powered woman that I am could fing see it. When after 13 months the person who have been most intimate with tells you tyo drop all your life goals because they think they are empty, then they ask you to be a subordinate female??????????????? Have you fucking been listening to me for all fing long. No, the answer was no, I never though it was important. He siad that on a fucvking vociemail. I am over him, but I am not over the fact i was so stupid to think he actually cared. I listened to everything he said and he never once listened to me. It hurts. It hurts bad
Funny how one can change in a short time, I am ready to move on, meet new friends, new guys who knows.
I finbally figured out I wasn't even in an fing relationship I was ijiust wanted for sex. Yeah it sucks.
I wrote this 2 weeks ago, I never published it, and now I will cuz it seems so long ago and I =so over all of it
Some days I hate this world and others I am so proud to be a part of it in my own artistic wierd kooky way. But I am trying to figure out why the hell I can't fin a guy that will actually like me for who i am. Not just for sex, don't get me wrong i like it , but its not the only thing in life. And for 13 months I was onbly viewed as a sex object and me the outgoing, liberal feminist, strong weilled and powered woman that I am could fing see it. When after 13 months the person who have been most intimate with tells you tyo drop all your life goals because they think they are empty, then they ask you to be a subordinate female??????????????? Have you fucking been listening to me for all fing long. No, the answer was no, I never though it was important. He siad that on a fucvking vociemail. I am over him, but I am not over the fact i was so stupid to think he actually cared. I listened to everything he said and he never once listened to me. It hurts. It hurts bad