exboyfriends
1. i can't say anything about you yet... somehow 10 years later it's still too soon.
2. how foolish i was to ever believe you. everytime you made me cry part of me died, but i suppose you knew that all along. i hear you've got a fat girlfriend and a kid now. my life is pretty great, that's karma for ya.
3. we talk now, i like that. i've apologized to you for overreacting but i don't think you ever apologized for being a jerk. i forgive you anyway. we were young and you never meant to hurt me, it just so happens that i'm easy to hurt.
4. i wish i had been nicer to you. it wouldn't have lasted but i still should have been nicer. i took all the past hurt out on you and i'm sorry. you know this and you've consistently told me it's okay but it's not okay for me. fast car still gets me a bit misty over you.
5. i loved you with all my heart. you told me you loved me and then you took it back. i'm not mad though. you think i am and you think i'm still bitter. i'm not. i wish we could be friends. we can't. i don't still love you but i bet you knew that already. you like to feel important, you were once but not anymore. i tell everyone that the last time i saw you was the night you stormed out of my parents house. i was wearing my favorite pair of panties that night. but that isn't the truth. the next summer i was at the mall with my dad and i saw you. you had kind of a beard. i'm self-centered because i think you did it just to spite me even though we had long been broken up. i'm also still pretty sure that the earring is for spite. am i right? i'm not sorry for anything by the way. i reacted the only way i knew how: with my heart.
2. how foolish i was to ever believe you. everytime you made me cry part of me died, but i suppose you knew that all along. i hear you've got a fat girlfriend and a kid now. my life is pretty great, that's karma for ya.
3. we talk now, i like that. i've apologized to you for overreacting but i don't think you ever apologized for being a jerk. i forgive you anyway. we were young and you never meant to hurt me, it just so happens that i'm easy to hurt.
4. i wish i had been nicer to you. it wouldn't have lasted but i still should have been nicer. i took all the past hurt out on you and i'm sorry. you know this and you've consistently told me it's okay but it's not okay for me. fast car still gets me a bit misty over you.
5. i loved you with all my heart. you told me you loved me and then you took it back. i'm not mad though. you think i am and you think i'm still bitter. i'm not. i wish we could be friends. we can't. i don't still love you but i bet you knew that already. you like to feel important, you were once but not anymore. i tell everyone that the last time i saw you was the night you stormed out of my parents house. i was wearing my favorite pair of panties that night. but that isn't the truth. the next summer i was at the mall with my dad and i saw you. you had kind of a beard. i'm self-centered because i think you did it just to spite me even though we had long been broken up. i'm also still pretty sure that the earring is for spite. am i right? i'm not sorry for anything by the way. i reacted the only way i knew how: with my heart.