Mar 14, 2006 19:27
It is amazing how much your life can change in a few weeks. I quit my job a few weeks ago and life has been so-so. After awhile it gets boring. I was thinking about returning but certain bullshit has come up and I don't think I will go back. I finally got into NOVA and will be going full time this fall. I have cleaned my whole house top to bottom. I got a computer which I have been playing on a lot. I have learned that you just can't trust people. I was stupid for thinking I could trust and not get hurt by people. I learned once that you have to go with your gut intist about people. My mistake was I ignored it and allowed myself to get hurt. I also recently learned that you should never sell out your values to anyone. Going along with the crowd is high school, no, MIDDLE SCHOOL bullshit. It is best to stick to your belief system and never allow others to influence your life.
But the best thing about shit like this is you learn who your true freinds are. I admit that I ranted at my last two posts but this is live journal and I can if I want. I am ashamed that I lowered myself to the childish whining. It is sad and pathetic when people can't even talk shit to my face. But I believe that what goes around comes around.