just updating to..um..update :O)

[erin84]

So life has been...life. It's had it's ups and downs all arounds. I've had better times, I guess. I lost my job working for Michelle. Yeah, I should have know that it wasn't going to work out. I baby-sat for one day, and then she kept calling me and saying she didn't need me to babysit for her that day, and so on and so on, until eventually she didn't need me at all anymore. Oh well...so is life. God has something out there for me...it's just taking a long time. But then again, I thought I was never going to meet "Mr. Right," and look at me now? ( I love you, Phil!) But as far as everything else in my life goes, I'm having a bit of trouble with the 'rents. I just want to spread my wings and fly, and I can't. I'm always told I can't fly, and they won't even give me a chace to try. I guess that's what happens when you're 21 and still living at home. I've been getting into my bible reading though more and more, and it's been helping. Phil and I have been reading our bibles together again, and I think that has helped our relationship. I can't wait to be his wife! I love him so much, that boy is a-mazing! So anyways, I started riding the bike downstairs in our basement last night, and that was SO FRICKEN HARD!! I only rode it for about 10 minutes, but it felt like hell, I felt like God was beating my tush! (Oh my gosh, I just used the word tush!) lol. I would get going on the bike really good, and then I would fall off, or my feet would slip off the peddle. It was really annoying, but then I kept saying to myself, "You can do all things thru HIM." and that helped. It was a really cool lesson on leaning on him for everything. Just please keep praying that I will continue to ride this bike. I would like to get back into shape. I have gained 30 lbs since highschool, and that was only 3 years ago. I would like to at least loose 15 lbs. Lake Ann Ladies Retreat is coming up in a couple of weekends, so that ought to be good, and lots of fun. I haven't been to one in about 2 years, and I really miss Lake Ann these days!

Thats about all folks!

Love ya!

ERIN