Grrrrrrrr!

Oct 09, 2003 08:34

Some people make me sooooooooooo mad!…ugh why am I so worried what is going on back in Florida?!?!?! Why should I care who John is hanging out w/ and whether hes at Danielle’s getting drunk while she is “horny”??!?!?!?! IM SO FUCKED UP MAn!
Today is 1YEAR since John and I broke up and Im still not over it!. Every once in a while I think that I am..but then I read stupid posts andit makes me mad…WHY?!?!?!?! I NEED TO GET RID OF LJ...
Dude..Ive even been having dreams about Danielle and John for the fast few nights…and every dream ends up with me pulling her hair and having this ugly hate for her…I DON’T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY FOR HER!
I DON’T WANT TO HATE ANYONE!
Ugh…WHATEVER!
Erin~ GET THE HELL OVER IT YOU DUMBASS!

Blah…now my whole day is in a mess…IT BETTER GET BETTER!

Anyways..moving on from my petty little problems…
Just got out of Pysch. Now I’m in the library. Just stressing over something extremely stupid.
I hope my day gets 100% better b/c I decided Im gonna talk to Pete today…ask him to hang out sometime.
Im EXTREMELY nervouse..but hey…you only live once…get over it.

Dude…I decided im gonna look for a college FAR AWAY from EVERYONE!
No Florida..and No Connecticut…how about CALIFORNIA! It’s all the way on the other side of the U.S.!
Naw..Im looking into Penn State…Or UD.... I thought I wanted to go back to FL..but now I don’t really know if that’s a good idea…yes I miss everyone..but I don’t miss the pain that I went through w/ everything.
NOT ONE BIT.

I NEED A BOYFRIEND..SOMEONE TO GET MY MIND OFF STUPID PEOPLE!

WHATEVER
Cheerleading tonight…hopefully that goes well.
Rob is coming back tonight..he is the one who got suspended and I took most of his spots…they better not move me again..ive worked my but off for 2 weeks in his place and learned most of his shit..and I love his parts..they better not take it away from me and move me to somewhere petty and easy…I DON’T THINK SO!

Anyways back to school…I don’t feel like venting anymore…

P.S. Girls NADIA AND PRI)…when our guys have your ice cream sessions…THINK OF ME! =((((

~Erin
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