Now its REAL.
Well..most of you know..I hadent gotten my period for a little while and I was mad late.. But I finally got it..yay! So Im pretty happy about that..I dont need a kid..especially w/ someone I barely know. Sorry, that was kinda random and weird..but if u dont like it, then dont read my fuckin journal! :)
If you couldn't tell, Ive chosen to make my journal more of private thoughts..more like...TELL ALL. So like I said..if u dont like it, you dont need to read my journal. Before I didnt "TELL ALL" because there were certain people I didnt want reading it..or maybe just a certain someone..but now I DONT GIVE A FUCK about that certain someone..so ITS ALL GOOD! :)
Anyways..I feel like just ranting and writing b/c i am bored..
so.. Yeah so...told Brian I got my period..He was very releived and happy. So was I. Accept for the fact that ive had horrible cramps allllll day. AND I had to work on top of it. Blah!
But yeah, I was thinking..I really need to NOT get attached to Brian. He is not the relationship type at all..his longest rel. was a month and Im not down w/ that..AND he is going back to school in like a month..Rhode Island..:( So I guess all he is, is a friend w/ benefits. Which is good in a way but also sucks. I mean Ive been getting ass lately, but WHY NOW? Why now when I am finally done having fun and want a relationship?
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
But Im doing good of not texting him and shit..like today I didnt text him at all accept to tell him i got my period..and then he text me later tonight...so..im doin good. Tonight was a night for me to sit around and chill. Ive been goin and goin..I needed a night off. And I dont feel good at all. I hope I feel better tomorrow.
Well I guess im done here..Ill write more soon! Bye!
xoxoxoxox<3Erin