Jun 04, 2005 00:01
Ok I took my last two exams today and it is my official beginning of summer. I am gonna make sure this summer rocks. And how could it not... Summer as a whole is amazing; it gives people a chance to try new things and break out of their usual routine. Especially if you go to a school like Dana Hall which consumes your whole self, and you end up believing that your college resume is more important than pursuing your true passions or developing a side of yourself other than chemistry and your ability to conjugate the subjunctive in spanish. I feel like the experience of going to school is more important than what you learn, I think Dana Hall and other private schools should focus more time on having their students gain a feeling of self worth (which is discovered by pushing boundaries, social interactions, and yeah I guess the learning part of school). But anyway I'm probably just saying this because im kinda pissed that I was anally raped by my Chemistry Honors Exam... which I will soon get back and cry... just a little
But anyway, speaking of pushing boundaries and new experiences
yes I am going to Australia for the summer, which is amazing and kind of sad at the same time because last summer I made tons of new friends (many of which I am still extremely close with) , started so many new things (some bad, but the experiences were needed), and recharged my batteries (and yes thats a wicked corny phrase). And since I will not be here for the majority of this summer, I'm gonna miss out on all of that, which is sad, and there are so many people I will miss, and knowing me when I get back I will feel out of the loop and become a recluse for a few weeks (which will suck, so people call me when i get back :-P Aug 10th btw)
And im missing Nationals (fencing), which I am not even going to talk about because I may freak out and ruin the experience of going to the land down under (wow thats so sexual) because of the immense guilt involved with letting my coach down and ruining my national point standings
But anyway!
Australia is going to be amazing, and even if it sucks, im still gonna tell people it rocked, because its australia ... and mind you ive never left the country (except for my toddler british accent) and having your first time out of the country, around the world is sick.
Ok well hmmm what else shall I talk about, (no one reads this anyway), I do not want to go to sleep; there is something sacred about the urge to stay up as late as possible on the first day when the time you wake up doesnt matter and has no effect on you
I wanna go to a concert, not a chill one, instead a balls to the wall, mosh pit, screaming, panting, kicking, orgasmic concert scene. Like oz fest would be fucking fun but its mad expensive this year and while im gone sooooo nvm. but I am going to Warped Tour, so call me if u wanna meet up.
Ok I love you all, everyone
....ok I lied, but there are some of you which I send my erin-ish love out to
so peace, y gracias para escuchar a mi (prolly grammatically incorrect, and you probably wouldnt know anyway)
ADIOS