stinky life

[erilinn04]

I hate how there always has to be drama. Why is there always something that has to go wrong, I'm seriously soo sick of it. I wish that I could just not care about life....but no stupid me has too care too much that i stress myself out over it. Things arent really bad, but they arent good either...i guess its just a few things going wrong that make life kinda ugh. Life seems to be full of stress lately and i hope it stops soon otherwise i think we all might go crazy. My friends mean so much to me and i love them all soo much. Jamie...I am really sorry for not being honest with you and I really have learned that it is very important to talk to people about your feelings and I hope you can forgive me. I really do feel bad for that. I'm really sorry. I hope this weekend is fun...I just really need a good weekend where i can just relax and enjoy myself...i think we all need it. I wonna have fun and not think about ne thing other than enjoying life b/c i dont think we have been doing that very much lately so this weekend I'm gonna do it!! I hope I can just learn how to be happy!

Change happens soo fast and then once you realize that life isnt the same as it used to be you dont really know what to do....we arent little kids anymore and it sucks b/c life is feels sooo real and so hard and i dont know what to do to make myself happy anymore :(