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so yea classes started wednesday. they are going to be SOOOOOOOOOOOOO hard this semester....yea...but i am so excited for my developmental disabilities class, we are actually going to get to go into mental hosipitals and work with children who have disabilities. im also taking spanish which, btw, i don't remember anything anymore i guess thats what i get for skipping a semester of it. research methods is intimidating as always ( i failed the final ahhh!) but she says she wants us to get our research done by spring break AHH my study sucks to begin with and i might have to change it AHHHH. Oh yea and human bio...i don't want to even think about it.
so i don't think i am going to the ukraine anymore. there isn't a group leader anymore so i would have to go over by myself. so i might go to matamoros again with heather for 4 weeks. Im not completely sure about it yet, but i really am interested in going. i always want to stay longer when i am there and spend time with the people so now i've got that chance. i'm really nervous about it though, at least ill know some people already down there. the only thing that makes me wonder is if im doing it for the sake of familiarity. should i be leaving the security box? (aka there is a trip to africa that would be cool too- but another thing is that my dad might loose his job so i don't want to add any extra pressure on my parents- so i might not be doing this at all) or am i supposed to go to mexico? time will tell i suppose.
other than that? not much has been going on, the weather has kind creeped me out, its been like 50 degrees and the quad is just grass. where is the snow? im wondering if ill have any when i go back to NH for skiing haha...
well i guess thats all i have to report now. you all must be getting tired of my conflicting ideas on SMP, but its something im SO confused about right now. AHhh
so i don't think i am going to the ukraine anymore. there isn't a group leader anymore so i would have to go over by myself. so i might go to matamoros again with heather for 4 weeks. Im not completely sure about it yet, but i really am interested in going. i always want to stay longer when i am there and spend time with the people so now i've got that chance. i'm really nervous about it though, at least ill know some people already down there. the only thing that makes me wonder is if im doing it for the sake of familiarity. should i be leaving the security box? (aka there is a trip to africa that would be cool too- but another thing is that my dad might loose his job so i don't want to add any extra pressure on my parents- so i might not be doing this at all) or am i supposed to go to mexico? time will tell i suppose.
other than that? not much has been going on, the weather has kind creeped me out, its been like 50 degrees and the quad is just grass. where is the snow? im wondering if ill have any when i go back to NH for skiing haha...
well i guess thats all i have to report now. you all must be getting tired of my conflicting ideas on SMP, but its something im SO confused about right now. AHhh