Epic PHAIL!
I wish I could be has happy as the silly title I put onto this journal. It made me smile for a second, which I have had a few but meh. I'm horribly depressed right now. Like I stated I lost my job over something is my fault. I broke the computer screens and should have been fired for the first one. But I couldn't hold my temper. But that isn't why I phail at life.
It is because for the first time (since geography I hated that subject), I failed a math test. Normally I would like second or maybe even the first but no. I did an EPIC PHAIL on it. You needed to get 20 out of 40 questions right. They even give you hints on the two of them. And all the test is a 'count' this number thing. Problem is that I have hard time counting drawn lines. Like 3D objects. So yeah I was dead last. 16 out of 20 problems done. I didn't EVEN do the 21. I did.. 20. I suck at life.
So now I'm thinking that if I cannot get this job which isn't that hard of one, I might not be able to get rehired. Fast Food places aren't going to hire me, I'll break their screens. Most places are going to look at the last few jobs that I have and be like "Zomg fired much?" and see that I don't have a good work history. And on top of all that... I pissed off my roommates by spending all the money I saved up from my income tax check and not pay rent. I have 0$ right now. In fact both of my banks are in negative numbers. I SO fail at the game of life. I've been crying for a few mintues because I don't know what to do. My roommates are nice and they are letting me stay here (though more than likely they will move out soon.. Because you ask? It is my apartment and it is in my name. Which right now I cannot blame them. I cannot hold a job for less than a year.)
And yes moving home would be the easy scape goat out. That still leaves me with the aparment to pay for another year. I swear. I hate the fact I suck at living on my own.
It is because for the first time (since geography I hated that subject), I failed a math test. Normally I would like second or maybe even the first but no. I did an EPIC PHAIL on it. You needed to get 20 out of 40 questions right. They even give you hints on the two of them. And all the test is a 'count' this number thing. Problem is that I have hard time counting drawn lines. Like 3D objects. So yeah I was dead last. 16 out of 20 problems done. I didn't EVEN do the 21. I did.. 20. I suck at life.
So now I'm thinking that if I cannot get this job which isn't that hard of one, I might not be able to get rehired. Fast Food places aren't going to hire me, I'll break their screens. Most places are going to look at the last few jobs that I have and be like "Zomg fired much?" and see that I don't have a good work history. And on top of all that... I pissed off my roommates by spending all the money I saved up from my income tax check and not pay rent. I have 0$ right now. In fact both of my banks are in negative numbers. I SO fail at the game of life. I've been crying for a few mintues because I don't know what to do. My roommates are nice and they are letting me stay here (though more than likely they will move out soon.. Because you ask? It is my apartment and it is in my name. Which right now I cannot blame them. I cannot hold a job for less than a year.)
And yes moving home would be the easy scape goat out. That still leaves me with the aparment to pay for another year. I swear. I hate the fact I suck at living on my own.