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Much has happened in the last few weeks, some good, some bad. I wish I could say the good outweighed the bad, but they are...I'm not sure just yet. And honestly, it's too much to go into real depth on either, unless I wish to be writing in here for the next day instead of doing my research. And I do have a meeting later as well. So I can at least put them down on paper in a list form so I don't forget. I do hate forgetting experience, whether good or bad.
* Completed my initiation. I feel complete. I found it.
* Got a lecture from Beatrice. It wasn't a fun lecture. I'm confused now. Left the ship as well. I miss it.
* Should I go back? Am I me there, or just one of the crowd? I don't want to be in the crowd. I hate crowds.
* Liam is, as always, being a wonderful friend. He stayed over the other night to help me. It was weird having a man sleep in my room. Even that one.
* I met with Crispin. I'm very curious about these bells.
* Had a family dinner. I left. Jack came and found me, brought me back. He flusters me. He's also talking about a trip to Kitezh. I've never been there.
* Had an interesting conversation with Petrus Pitello. According to his advice I shouldn't trust him. He's considering a trip to Alhambra. I like Alhambra.
* Should I allow Beatrice to find me a suitable match, to do my duty to the House? I'm not sure how I feel about this.
* I need to find another alchemist. There is so much I still have left to learn.
* Is my life dull? Maybe I need more adventure...
* Completed my initiation. I feel complete. I found it.
* Got a lecture from Beatrice. It wasn't a fun lecture. I'm confused now. Left the ship as well. I miss it.
* Should I go back? Am I me there, or just one of the crowd? I don't want to be in the crowd. I hate crowds.
* Liam is, as always, being a wonderful friend. He stayed over the other night to help me. It was weird having a man sleep in my room. Even that one.
* I met with Crispin. I'm very curious about these bells.
* Had a family dinner. I left. Jack came and found me, brought me back. He flusters me. He's also talking about a trip to Kitezh. I've never been there.
* Had an interesting conversation with Petrus Pitello. According to his advice I shouldn't trust him. He's considering a trip to Alhambra. I like Alhambra.
* Should I allow Beatrice to find me a suitable match, to do my duty to the House? I'm not sure how I feel about this.
* I need to find another alchemist. There is so much I still have left to learn.
* Is my life dull? Maybe I need more adventure...