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so latley things have been going good. We had our first competition las
monday and got 2nd. but it was just against us central and northern. i
did something to my hamstring and thats holding me way back. i cant do
my left splits and i dont know what im going to do about it on
saturday. i dont wanna make it worse, i just want it to get
better. We compete against Milford and Northern on Monday at
Milford. Stephanie AKA my best friend
is turning 17 on the 22nd, as well as my awesome backspot chelsea! i
<3 those girls to death. The basketball team is really good this
season. but once again im standing right by the hoop and i def almost
got his las night by the ball, and i screamed and ran. lol. it
was a real high pitched scream. lol.. I had finals last week. they were
ok. i mean i did better on some then i thought i would. im doing really
good this year. Im not geting myself all caught up on trying to fitin
with some people and im just sticking to being friends with my close
ones and mayb like a few more ppl. Ive seen myself latley jus being
with me friends like every friggen weekend with my bests! I love having
our slumber parties and jus all hanging out.. JENn SteF and BrIT.i love
u girls! so ive been talking to this kid Mike. hes something special.
Were not going out, but we are geting to know eachother and we talk on
the fone ALOT. i like how he understands me and when he gets the time,
he calls me, even when its 4 am in the morning of a school day, hed
call me back just because i asked to on the voice mail. I loved how he
left me a message singing a song and it made me giggle. He always makes
me laugh and even if i say the dumbst things, he wont totally make fun
of me, hed jus laugh. lol . hes coming to competition on monday to see
me. i like that! :). i hung out with him like 2 weeks ago, at his
house. we watched the GRINCH and
the breakfast club. lol. it was fun. and i also learned how to play
Euker, ya thas not how u spell it, but anyways, that game is so crazy
confusing.lol. so i basically jus through cards down. lol.
so today i left school early i was like dieing, i didnt eat much of my lunch, i called my dad to come and get me. i didnt want to leave school, i wanted/HAD TO get to practice today bc were learning round 3, but i jus couldnt. i mean theres just those times were u have to go home and take something to make the pain go away. im sry that i brought my team down but i couldnt make it threw the rest of the day. Im promising u all that im working harder than ever tomorrow at practice and ill do my best. i know its 3 days til competition, but theres like 89347239 other teams there, and id be happy finishing last bc i knew we tried our hardest and we have alot more competitions where were gunna be 1000 times better. but some ppl jus need to have faith. i thinm that by jus one perosn sayin negitive things will bring the whole team down. even if thats how u feel, keep that to ur self.. not everyone on the team is perfect, everyone has there strengths and weaknesses, but in the end were gunna be just fine. And i love my team to death and i know well do just fine.
so i do like this boy and i dont want ppl to make me have 2nd thoughts about it. i like who i like, and basically ppl cant help for who they have feelings for. its not like im even going out with him. this time im taking my time and i swear things will work out. i believe that if he makes me happy, laugh, and makes me feel good about everything, thats all u need. Hes there for more, and i swear hed do anything for me. I talked to him las week, and when he told me that hed give me the world, and how he wanted me to go to the CC dance with for him to tell ppl that " im all his" made me feel so specail. or how when i hung up on him on the fone he said that he thought about the things that he said that would make me do it. hes a good kid. and if things dont work out, ya ill be crushed but i dont think about it. im jus living life day by day.
So my new classes are ok.. i have amanda in 2nd hr :), im an aide 3rd hr, and i have corn in 6th hr! :). lol. but i think school is so over-rated. lol..
well thas bout it!
ps.... 3 months exactly til my 17th b-day from today!!!
so today i left school early i was like dieing, i didnt eat much of my lunch, i called my dad to come and get me. i didnt want to leave school, i wanted/HAD TO get to practice today bc were learning round 3, but i jus couldnt. i mean theres just those times were u have to go home and take something to make the pain go away. im sry that i brought my team down but i couldnt make it threw the rest of the day. Im promising u all that im working harder than ever tomorrow at practice and ill do my best. i know its 3 days til competition, but theres like 89347239 other teams there, and id be happy finishing last bc i knew we tried our hardest and we have alot more competitions where were gunna be 1000 times better. but some ppl jus need to have faith. i thinm that by jus one perosn sayin negitive things will bring the whole team down. even if thats how u feel, keep that to ur self.. not everyone on the team is perfect, everyone has there strengths and weaknesses, but in the end were gunna be just fine. And i love my team to death and i know well do just fine.
so i do like this boy and i dont want ppl to make me have 2nd thoughts about it. i like who i like, and basically ppl cant help for who they have feelings for. its not like im even going out with him. this time im taking my time and i swear things will work out. i believe that if he makes me happy, laugh, and makes me feel good about everything, thats all u need. Hes there for more, and i swear hed do anything for me. I talked to him las week, and when he told me that hed give me the world, and how he wanted me to go to the CC dance with for him to tell ppl that " im all his" made me feel so specail. or how when i hung up on him on the fone he said that he thought about the things that he said that would make me do it. hes a good kid. and if things dont work out, ya ill be crushed but i dont think about it. im jus living life day by day.
So my new classes are ok.. i have amanda in 2nd hr :), im an aide 3rd hr, and i have corn in 6th hr! :). lol. but i think school is so over-rated. lol..
well thas bout it!
ps.... 3 months exactly til my 17th b-day from today!!!