theres nothing to be thankful in this thanksgiving
Tuesday Jon came over. watched fight club. went to practice.
wednesday went to school and came home
thursday thanksgiving went to my aunts slept over there
Friday Jessicas Bday Party. i love her i had tons of fun!
Jon dumpt me bc he cant be iwth sum1 when he has feelings for another girl. which how i see it, he got what he wanted from me, and then he dumpt me.. so yea got used?? He says thas not it, but it has to be. He told me wed still hang out but lets be honest here, he doesnt wanna hang out with me. Hes jus
saying that so id stop stating the facts to him. I wouldve never thought that hed do that to me. i mean when hed hang out hed hold me close and say " Dont Ever Let Go". ok ya but he did, but im still holding on.. and i dont know if i
should. Friday night hes like jus call me 2 2morrow. im like i wont have time bc i have jenns nutcracker and sammies party. and hes like please when u have time call me bc i wanna talk bout this. Ok so i called him but of course he was leaving and couldnt talk. and he like wont have a convo with me. ya i miss him. but on Saturday i went and saw jenn in the nutcraacker. wow she was amazing! i cant wait til next year. shes Clara! :)! then after that i went to brits and her me and chelc went and set up for Sammies suprise bday party. it was a lot of fun there! then i came home and went to bed. i slept threw all of sunday and got int he shower at about 5 and i got ready. Went down the street to Nick Kents house and we hung out. Played Pong on my fone, he stinks at it, and we ate Oreos and watched real world and clicked back and forth to movies. ya.. we kissed. but i dunno if it ment anything. like if he likes more or what. i sent him a text and im like " Is there a reason why u kissed me"? hes like i Dunno. so ya.. im def. so confused. like i dunno how Jon feels and i dont know how Nick feels. i like dunno what to do. like i wanna know how Jon feels, which ill prolly call him later, but well see if he'll talk? and i dont really think that what Nick and i did really ment anything. so id have to talk to him about that. but ya.. So i found out who that other girl Jon has feelings for. shes a sophomore at CHS. hmm.. it jus bothers me to know that a 15 year old is better than me. :/. like i guess im not good enough for anyone anymore? which truley sucks. its geting to the point where im ALWAYS THE FRIEND NEVER THE GIRL. ugh! ew and that girl jon likes, ya shes a cheerleader too JV, and that means ill see her at competitions.. oh man!alifjihasdfja;sljfdalksjfda;lksj!
well bye!
wednesday went to school and came home
thursday thanksgiving went to my aunts slept over there
Friday Jessicas Bday Party. i love her i had tons of fun!
Jon dumpt me bc he cant be iwth sum1 when he has feelings for another girl. which how i see it, he got what he wanted from me, and then he dumpt me.. so yea got used?? He says thas not it, but it has to be. He told me wed still hang out but lets be honest here, he doesnt wanna hang out with me. Hes jus
saying that so id stop stating the facts to him. I wouldve never thought that hed do that to me. i mean when hed hang out hed hold me close and say " Dont Ever Let Go". ok ya but he did, but im still holding on.. and i dont know if i
should. Friday night hes like jus call me 2 2morrow. im like i wont have time bc i have jenns nutcracker and sammies party. and hes like please when u have time call me bc i wanna talk bout this. Ok so i called him but of course he was leaving and couldnt talk. and he like wont have a convo with me. ya i miss him. but on Saturday i went and saw jenn in the nutcraacker. wow she was amazing! i cant wait til next year. shes Clara! :)! then after that i went to brits and her me and chelc went and set up for Sammies suprise bday party. it was a lot of fun there! then i came home and went to bed. i slept threw all of sunday and got int he shower at about 5 and i got ready. Went down the street to Nick Kents house and we hung out. Played Pong on my fone, he stinks at it, and we ate Oreos and watched real world and clicked back and forth to movies. ya.. we kissed. but i dunno if it ment anything. like if he likes more or what. i sent him a text and im like " Is there a reason why u kissed me"? hes like i Dunno. so ya.. im def. so confused. like i dunno how Jon feels and i dont know how Nick feels. i like dunno what to do. like i wanna know how Jon feels, which ill prolly call him later, but well see if he'll talk? and i dont really think that what Nick and i did really ment anything. so id have to talk to him about that. but ya.. So i found out who that other girl Jon has feelings for. shes a sophomore at CHS. hmm.. it jus bothers me to know that a 15 year old is better than me. :/. like i guess im not good enough for anyone anymore? which truley sucks. its geting to the point where im ALWAYS THE FRIEND NEVER THE GIRL. ugh! ew and that girl jon likes, ya shes a cheerleader too JV, and that means ill see her at competitions.. oh man!alifjihasdfja;sljfdalksjfda;lksj!
well bye!