The Weekend of a Champion
I don't know what it is, but things have just been messed up lately. I'll go from having a wicked good day, to having a more than shitty one and it can't just be one or the other, it has to tease me by being good then being sucky.
so here's exhibit a....
last night i was supposed to go out with bart, but his "best friend" (ex-gf) wound up coming up, so instead i went to my first real on campus party and it was really fun. i went with danielle and we went to the student apps where we met up with casey and shauna. there was loud music and card games (i won 2 out of 3 games of asshole)and beruit and it was just wicked fun. come to find out, my phone rings and its bart, and he wound up showing up at that party, but i didnt get to hang with him long because the cops came and busted the party (but no one got in trouble because 1 of the kids who lives there is a campus police officer and it's the "safehouse", we just got busted because it was wicked loud). so while i was there, i texted jon, saying that i was at the party with danielle and that i was being a good girl (aka not cheating on him) which i was the whole night, and i didnt hear back from him until i was back at the dorm. he told me that he went to a party with a hott girl he met at shaws and went to a party at her apartment or something, that he passed out and woke up not knowing what he did, then he proceded to drive home. (can you see why i would get angry?)we had another really big argument (which doesnt surprise me anymore) bart saw me all distressed in the lounge, then we left everything hanging. sarah and danielle were in my room and they were like "are you ok?", which of course i wasnt, i was just trying to hide it, so i start to break down and im crying and they dont know what to do.. but then again, neither do i. i calmed myself down and then dan came down and he's like "are you ok?" cuz my eyes were red, and sure enough, it set me off again. gotta thank dan though cuz i needed a hug and i got a pretty good one from him. i never knew him rubbing my back would comfort me as much as it did. so i composed myself again, we watched aqua teen hunger force for a while, then i finally went to bed after all the ordeals, at 3am.
today i woke up at like 1:45, not hungover at all (the argument sobered me up so much) and i decided that i was going to be a rockstar and go on with my day, not thinking about what happened last night. so i got up, brushed my teeth, got dressed and wore my hair down for a change (the side part looks pretty damn good on me) and i was good to go. i went to tilton and concord with danielle, ashley and shauna and we had a lot of fun. it was good to just take my mind off of things for a little while. shopping really is therapy too, i got stuff at old navy and i got a pin that says "kiss me, i'm NOT irish", cuz hey, im not. and currently as i speak, me and jon are being civil to each other and it seems to be ok. sometime i just dont get things.
i'll have to update more often so it seems like i have good things happening to me too. hey, it does happen, its just that sometimes the bad outweighs the good.
"hubert cumberdale, you taste like soot and poo..." -salad fingers
peace out
~Erika~
so here's exhibit a....
last night i was supposed to go out with bart, but his "best friend" (ex-gf) wound up coming up, so instead i went to my first real on campus party and it was really fun. i went with danielle and we went to the student apps where we met up with casey and shauna. there was loud music and card games (i won 2 out of 3 games of asshole)and beruit and it was just wicked fun. come to find out, my phone rings and its bart, and he wound up showing up at that party, but i didnt get to hang with him long because the cops came and busted the party (but no one got in trouble because 1 of the kids who lives there is a campus police officer and it's the "safehouse", we just got busted because it was wicked loud). so while i was there, i texted jon, saying that i was at the party with danielle and that i was being a good girl (aka not cheating on him) which i was the whole night, and i didnt hear back from him until i was back at the dorm. he told me that he went to a party with a hott girl he met at shaws and went to a party at her apartment or something, that he passed out and woke up not knowing what he did, then he proceded to drive home. (can you see why i would get angry?)we had another really big argument (which doesnt surprise me anymore) bart saw me all distressed in the lounge, then we left everything hanging. sarah and danielle were in my room and they were like "are you ok?", which of course i wasnt, i was just trying to hide it, so i start to break down and im crying and they dont know what to do.. but then again, neither do i. i calmed myself down and then dan came down and he's like "are you ok?" cuz my eyes were red, and sure enough, it set me off again. gotta thank dan though cuz i needed a hug and i got a pretty good one from him. i never knew him rubbing my back would comfort me as much as it did. so i composed myself again, we watched aqua teen hunger force for a while, then i finally went to bed after all the ordeals, at 3am.
today i woke up at like 1:45, not hungover at all (the argument sobered me up so much) and i decided that i was going to be a rockstar and go on with my day, not thinking about what happened last night. so i got up, brushed my teeth, got dressed and wore my hair down for a change (the side part looks pretty damn good on me) and i was good to go. i went to tilton and concord with danielle, ashley and shauna and we had a lot of fun. it was good to just take my mind off of things for a little while. shopping really is therapy too, i got stuff at old navy and i got a pin that says "kiss me, i'm NOT irish", cuz hey, im not. and currently as i speak, me and jon are being civil to each other and it seems to be ok. sometime i just dont get things.
i'll have to update more often so it seems like i have good things happening to me too. hey, it does happen, its just that sometimes the bad outweighs the good.
"hubert cumberdale, you taste like soot and poo..." -salad fingers
peace out
~Erika~