Wow alright let me put this drama to rest once and for all because if it goes on i will die from it
Alright let me get this straight two of my friends ask out my ex and think we can still be cool. Nah!!!!! We weren't tight but we were still friends until this. Alright now I can understand you liking her okay yeah she is an awesome person and all but the fact is you didn't tell me that you did, one of my true friends did. Do you know how much that hurt to know not just one of my boys but two of them fucking didn't tell me something come on I am honest with everyone about anything ok. I can't even like think about this without getting pissed off. And you wanna know what for all of you people that read this and now and Serena tell her about what I am saying in this entry tell her that I am "controlling" again tell her whatever the fuck you want cuz personally I could give two shits about it and about fucking people posing to be my friends.
Next topic this whole girl thing. Alright look I started chilling with some girl from school a little before me and serena broke up. So everyone knows the girl is Sam Ward's friend. Yeah if you know me you probably guessed it right it is Ashley. She is so awesome but I knew that she is so out of my league that I never pursued it. And I know that she does not like me like that at all even though I feel she sent me some mixed signals but what can I say life goes on. Now next girl Deanne alright me and her like had a 4 day relationship and I never seen her only talked to her on the phone. In my eyes she is an obsessive bitch and will do whatever she can to make it to where me and her are together and all but I hate to tell you this but it will never happen again it happened once already and I was stupid then but I got smarter. You are one of the reasons that me and serena got so distant from each other come on seriously you guys weren't friends before me and serena dated and now you are mad close. And I definitely don't respect you whipsering shit in my ear about serena to try to get me to fucking hate her guts cuz it is not gonna happen like tonight telling me about shit with her if I wanted to know I would ask her bitch. Next girl would be this Kristen. Alright now this girl is my ex as everyone knows and all she doesn't use livejournal anymore and she has been on my mind a lot lately. Hearing the shit I heard about you I have to wonder if it is true or not. All I know that is true is your pregnant and you wanna know what I am not mad I am not gonna call you a whore I am gonna say that I am happy for you, you finally got what you wanted a family of your own.
Next thing is about another girl. Everyone knows who this person is. And if you don't it is Debbie. Debbie to me is so awesome and all no I have to confess everything about her to everyone so that everyone knows my feelings for her. Okay lets get things started with this when ever I need a person Debbie is there for me even when I fucked up my nuckles at rock n bowl and was crying and shit she was there yes I was crying in Debbie's arms. And I thanks you so much for it you don't even know. We have some good times, some bad times, some really good times and some extremely good times. You introduced me to another one of my friends Samantha Ward. We have our jokes really I would consider you a really close friend like really close but not that close if you know what I mean ok. Now my feelings for her. Alright I am gonna admit it right now I do have a thing for Debbie come on who wouldn't she is so awesome and honestly and guy that doesn't see that has fucking problems. I liked her for a while but secretly but as most of you know I can't keep certain secrets and my main one is who I like. I let it leak out that I liked her to certain people. Alright now I liked her for a while and to tell you the truth I stopped about the time when her and Taylor started dating. Now I wanted to bring her to snowball really bad yes Debbie I did want to bring you to snowball bad but you said no I can understand who would want to go with me anyway. Ultimately I gave up on my feelings for her because she does not want me and lets face it she deserves better. All I know is I am glad to have her as a friend and I sometimes don't know what I would do without her.
Alright I am done writing about this because I know how I feel about shit and I think I vented enough.
I love my wifey Ashley
-Erik-
Next topic this whole girl thing. Alright look I started chilling with some girl from school a little before me and serena broke up. So everyone knows the girl is Sam Ward's friend. Yeah if you know me you probably guessed it right it is Ashley. She is so awesome but I knew that she is so out of my league that I never pursued it. And I know that she does not like me like that at all even though I feel she sent me some mixed signals but what can I say life goes on. Now next girl Deanne alright me and her like had a 4 day relationship and I never seen her only talked to her on the phone. In my eyes she is an obsessive bitch and will do whatever she can to make it to where me and her are together and all but I hate to tell you this but it will never happen again it happened once already and I was stupid then but I got smarter. You are one of the reasons that me and serena got so distant from each other come on seriously you guys weren't friends before me and serena dated and now you are mad close. And I definitely don't respect you whipsering shit in my ear about serena to try to get me to fucking hate her guts cuz it is not gonna happen like tonight telling me about shit with her if I wanted to know I would ask her bitch. Next girl would be this Kristen. Alright now this girl is my ex as everyone knows and all she doesn't use livejournal anymore and she has been on my mind a lot lately. Hearing the shit I heard about you I have to wonder if it is true or not. All I know that is true is your pregnant and you wanna know what I am not mad I am not gonna call you a whore I am gonna say that I am happy for you, you finally got what you wanted a family of your own.
Next thing is about another girl. Everyone knows who this person is. And if you don't it is Debbie. Debbie to me is so awesome and all no I have to confess everything about her to everyone so that everyone knows my feelings for her. Okay lets get things started with this when ever I need a person Debbie is there for me even when I fucked up my nuckles at rock n bowl and was crying and shit she was there yes I was crying in Debbie's arms. And I thanks you so much for it you don't even know. We have some good times, some bad times, some really good times and some extremely good times. You introduced me to another one of my friends Samantha Ward. We have our jokes really I would consider you a really close friend like really close but not that close if you know what I mean ok. Now my feelings for her. Alright I am gonna admit it right now I do have a thing for Debbie come on who wouldn't she is so awesome and honestly and guy that doesn't see that has fucking problems. I liked her for a while but secretly but as most of you know I can't keep certain secrets and my main one is who I like. I let it leak out that I liked her to certain people. Alright now I liked her for a while and to tell you the truth I stopped about the time when her and Taylor started dating. Now I wanted to bring her to snowball really bad yes Debbie I did want to bring you to snowball bad but you said no I can understand who would want to go with me anyway. Ultimately I gave up on my feelings for her because she does not want me and lets face it she deserves better. All I know is I am glad to have her as a friend and I sometimes don't know what I would do without her.
Alright I am done writing about this because I know how I feel about shit and I think I vented enough.
I love my wifey Ashley
-Erik-