This year
Spain this year is not near as great as I remember it. I don't enjoy the people...they are all very immature people who have never been in the real world and to add to that are just not any fun. We are being watched so closely that we can't do a lot of the things we use to do. I have either had a hangover or jetlag since I have got here also so I that might be part of it, but probably not. I also miss everyone back home...especially that bestfriend who also is now my exgf again. Life is just so high stress right now, and I'm having trouble dealing with it. I want to crawl in a corner, but I can't. The people here and Jose need me to do all I can to help. I want to just be back home...maybe working so that I have something. B/c right now I feel lost...really in need of some1 who is genuine and really just there for me. My personality doesnt really make that an easy thing for somebody, but I am that for everyone I can. Oh well...when in rome. K see ya.
Erik
Erik