I'm reallly getting sick of this
Recently, for those of you that don't know, I have met a girl at school. Great person, seem worthwhile to persuse. After a few days of what I thought was flirting, I had the a heart drawn with both are name write in it, a ring drawn on my finger, a picture of this girl offered to me and told that she was feeling that her current bf was no longer love her as he once did.
Apparently, this was all just a 'joke' as she puts it. I have had enough of girls to do this with my feelings like this. If someone could do me a great favor. Tell me where I when wrong in assuming that she was flirting with me, just lets me know.
I have too many encounter where that my feelings are merely a factor that come and goes when people feel to use when the feel fit. I have the every lasting joys of the simple-responder and one that enjoys the company of only her books, <-EDIT->. No, <-EDIT-> was not the same girl as the one stated earlier, just to clarify for those that are have enough trouble trying to decipher my grammar and spelling. Keep in mind that guys have enough blood to allow only one organ to work and trust me, my penis has been feel like rotten Cantaloupe once more... (And your welcome for vivid description how it looks and feels) mhaaha!
I'm sorry, am I just going crazy or do I feel like just an ugly ape that can be used for sex only but has no moral testacies to use. (Ok, that really didn't make sense but who really care at this point. few ill really read this anyway. my journal is somewhat boring with the updates that I normally get)
I'm sick of the relationship have had with people. I feel that I am only one to show a bases of morals and to take in other pains. I have had heard so many stories from so many people about how horrible there lives are (I know I have it better off) but I wonder if it is possible to live a happy life alone. Existentialism is something that might be about to help me but most of the time when I read it I feel that so confused and need some guidance to find where my life has to go b/c the readings are like fog in a jar for me. They just don't really help but just confuse me even more.
People have seemed to find some horrible flaw in the way I view life. Unfortunately, I know some of them but truly not clear about them. I wish that people would explain themselves better to me. This has been my major flaw it seems. (Beside spazing out on people or being extreme sexually emplivise) shit... potty is calling... ill be back later to write some more later.
Apparently, this was all just a 'joke' as she puts it. I have had enough of girls to do this with my feelings like this. If someone could do me a great favor. Tell me where I when wrong in assuming that she was flirting with me, just lets me know.
I have too many encounter where that my feelings are merely a factor that come and goes when people feel to use when the feel fit. I have the every lasting joys of the simple-responder and one that enjoys the company of only her books, <-EDIT->. No, <-EDIT-> was not the same girl as the one stated earlier, just to clarify for those that are have enough trouble trying to decipher my grammar and spelling. Keep in mind that guys have enough blood to allow only one organ to work and trust me, my penis has been feel like rotten Cantaloupe once more... (And your welcome for vivid description how it looks and feels) mhaaha!
I'm sorry, am I just going crazy or do I feel like just an ugly ape that can be used for sex only but has no moral testacies to use. (Ok, that really didn't make sense but who really care at this point. few ill really read this anyway. my journal is somewhat boring with the updates that I normally get)
I'm sick of the relationship have had with people. I feel that I am only one to show a bases of morals and to take in other pains. I have had heard so many stories from so many people about how horrible there lives are (I know I have it better off) but I wonder if it is possible to live a happy life alone. Existentialism is something that might be about to help me but most of the time when I read it I feel that so confused and need some guidance to find where my life has to go b/c the readings are like fog in a jar for me. They just don't really help but just confuse me even more.
People have seemed to find some horrible flaw in the way I view life. Unfortunately, I know some of them but truly not clear about them. I wish that people would explain themselves better to me. This has been my major flaw it seems. (Beside spazing out on people or being extreme sexually emplivise) shit... potty is calling... ill be back later to write some more later.