Mania, whacky whacky mania. If only the good parts could be on forever...

Feb 24, 2012 22:34

I'm everywhere!  Everywhere!  OMG.

So, like.  A few days ago, I decided to treat myself to a delicious meal not cooked by me.  And it was glorious.  Only problem, there was some gluten cross contamination.  Combined with the delicious coffee I had has made me hypomanic!  YAY! (NAY!!).  I got a lot of shit done (7 loads of laundry, 2 appointments, clothes shopping I was putting off, grocery shopping, many levels in wow).  It was great.  But I think I over did it a bit.  I don't think I'm flaring, but my fibro pain has gotten worse (could be just the gluten doing that).  I've been keeping my sleep schedule, more or less...>.> But my brain is still going a mile a minute.  So much information, everywhere!!!  I have a bad migraine now, so I'm spelling like a damn fool, and words just aren't making much sense to me.  But the information keeps going in, and gets all garbled and confusing, but it wont stop.

Wow, it's only 10:30pm..  it felt later.

I'm trying to channel all of this wacky mental energy in various replies to comm posts.  Sorry folks, if I'm all over the place, this is why, my brain is not operating as intended.  I hope I'm helpful or just that extra light in the dark so you don't feel so alone, because what you say makes me feel not so alone.  HEY THERE ARE PEOPLE LIKE ME OUT THERE!! OMG AND THAT IS AWESOME.  THANK YOU!!!

ahem.  Gluten sucks.  /bodywhydoyoubetrayme? why?

Lessons learned: Coffee while good, and much better tolerated now than in the past, will only aggrevate what is going on in the moment.  When waitstaff brings you your meal, and you notice something that doesn't belong, SAY SOMETHING before ingesting its delicious poison.  OMFG girl, pace yourself or you'll be stuck in bed for 3 weeks, GAWD.

mania

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