love makes us do stupid things
i dont get it, why can i turn the page and quickly turn right back.
what do you do.
why does it feel like EVERYTHING is disappearing from me right now.
i had not one person visit me this time. i havent really done anything.
i feel i have no friends period.
even my own bestfriend didnt come through.
i feel like i dont even have a best friend.
im always a number 2 or 3 or 4. never anyone's number 1 dude.
i can never have a real realtionship. i always fuck something up.
i wish i wasnt going to cali, so maybe things would of been different with you and i. i still feel it. im happy were civil, i apologize if anything in the past took offense but i cant blame myself for how i feel at the given time. words are pictures of my mind.
your still the world. you still rock that shit. sorry girl. hope this works.
i feel lost, i feel i dont belong, i feel i have NOTHING holding me back. and if i start to see that its not care of my depature, than wow. my bags a 1/4 packed. i wanna leave tommorw. i sorta wanna jus be forgotten. but not. i need you more than i ever did before. and im glad i brought you back.
what do you do.
why does it feel like EVERYTHING is disappearing from me right now.
i had not one person visit me this time. i havent really done anything.
i feel i have no friends period.
even my own bestfriend didnt come through.
i feel like i dont even have a best friend.
im always a number 2 or 3 or 4. never anyone's number 1 dude.
i can never have a real realtionship. i always fuck something up.
i wish i wasnt going to cali, so maybe things would of been different with you and i. i still feel it. im happy were civil, i apologize if anything in the past took offense but i cant blame myself for how i feel at the given time. words are pictures of my mind.
your still the world. you still rock that shit. sorry girl. hope this works.
i feel lost, i feel i dont belong, i feel i have NOTHING holding me back. and if i start to see that its not care of my depature, than wow. my bags a 1/4 packed. i wanna leave tommorw. i sorta wanna jus be forgotten. but not. i need you more than i ever did before. and im glad i brought you back.