this is my last
i dont know what happened, it happened fast tho
one second i cared, one second i let go,
and the memory of you begins to fade
what was left of something that started to rot when it started to begin
what was left of something that had no core, something that wasnt even there
you let go before i spoke up
those lies are what have dug your grave
i called it quits, i threw in my cards, i went all in and come out with nothing.
whats there left to show but a broken heart, and some decent memories, that will be forgotten over time. all i can say is thanks for nothing, you proved to me nothing, you did nothing right, you fucked up from the start. and im left here to go on this journey i once thought had room for one more, but ive gone to show myself that i am all i have. i have myself and i forever will have myself, AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I CAN GOTO TO BED KNOWING I KNOW WHO IAM AND THAT I AM REAL TO MYSELF AND ONLY MYSELF, AND I CAN WAKE UP EACH MORNING AND STARE AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR KNOWING THAT I WOKE UP THE SAME PERSON AND I DIDNT CHANGE OVER NIGHT LIKE YOU DID, THIS IS FOREVER THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME TURN COLD AT THE HEART THANK YOU FOR NOTHING IT WASNT WORTH IT FROM THE START. this world is ugly and you jus made it uglier i cant believe you let the lies eat you alive. you were beautiful once now your ugly because you applied jus alil to much of your lies. i cant believe you, yet i sit here with thoughts of you and why am i so hung up on someone so empty someone who doesnt care, BECAUSE IF YOU CARED YOU WOULDNT OF LET THIS GET THE BEST OF YOU, YOU LET IT IN YOU LET IT DESTROY YOU I WAS ON THE OUTSIDE WITH A HAND AT ARMS LENGTH I WAS AN ANCHOR TO YOUR SINKING SHIP AND YOU SWAM THE OTHER WAY. this shouldnt mean anything to me but the fact i let you in the fact i cared it hurts. it hurts to walk away and it hurts to know I DID NOTHING WRONG. so i hope your happy, when this is all said and done and i hope your smiling when you have no one left to go to because all i can say is EVERYONE LIVES TO REGRET THE MISTAKES THEY MADE AND THE CHANCES THEY COULD OF DONE DIFFERENTLY TO FIX THIS, THE CHANCE WAS THERE IT WAS IN YOUR HANDS, now its at your throat & you cant begin to breathe, i hope you choke on those words that left your lips. I LOVE YOU NEVER MEANT A THING TO ME I LOVE YOU WILL FOREVER BE UNREAL I LOVE YOU WONT CHANGE A THING. so i hope you keep all that love you invented and all that loved you made, and put it to good use because there was no use for it here. i cant believe i let those words trickle from my mouth, i cant believe i let my heart feel something for once, i gave you something so pure and you took your hands an destroyed it like he destroyed you. i hope your happy. i hope you care enough when its all said and done to realize the mess you made, and to have that single fear of IS IT EVER GOING TO COME BACK TO ME.
one second i cared, one second i let go,
and the memory of you begins to fade
what was left of something that started to rot when it started to begin
what was left of something that had no core, something that wasnt even there
you let go before i spoke up
those lies are what have dug your grave
i called it quits, i threw in my cards, i went all in and come out with nothing.
whats there left to show but a broken heart, and some decent memories, that will be forgotten over time. all i can say is thanks for nothing, you proved to me nothing, you did nothing right, you fucked up from the start. and im left here to go on this journey i once thought had room for one more, but ive gone to show myself that i am all i have. i have myself and i forever will have myself, AT THE END OF THE NIGHT I CAN GOTO TO BED KNOWING I KNOW WHO IAM AND THAT I AM REAL TO MYSELF AND ONLY MYSELF, AND I CAN WAKE UP EACH MORNING AND STARE AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR KNOWING THAT I WOKE UP THE SAME PERSON AND I DIDNT CHANGE OVER NIGHT LIKE YOU DID, THIS IS FOREVER THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME TURN COLD AT THE HEART THANK YOU FOR NOTHING IT WASNT WORTH IT FROM THE START. this world is ugly and you jus made it uglier i cant believe you let the lies eat you alive. you were beautiful once now your ugly because you applied jus alil to much of your lies. i cant believe you, yet i sit here with thoughts of you and why am i so hung up on someone so empty someone who doesnt care, BECAUSE IF YOU CARED YOU WOULDNT OF LET THIS GET THE BEST OF YOU, YOU LET IT IN YOU LET IT DESTROY YOU I WAS ON THE OUTSIDE WITH A HAND AT ARMS LENGTH I WAS AN ANCHOR TO YOUR SINKING SHIP AND YOU SWAM THE OTHER WAY. this shouldnt mean anything to me but the fact i let you in the fact i cared it hurts. it hurts to walk away and it hurts to know I DID NOTHING WRONG. so i hope your happy, when this is all said and done and i hope your smiling when you have no one left to go to because all i can say is EVERYONE LIVES TO REGRET THE MISTAKES THEY MADE AND THE CHANCES THEY COULD OF DONE DIFFERENTLY TO FIX THIS, THE CHANCE WAS THERE IT WAS IN YOUR HANDS, now its at your throat & you cant begin to breathe, i hope you choke on those words that left your lips. I LOVE YOU NEVER MEANT A THING TO ME I LOVE YOU WILL FOREVER BE UNREAL I LOVE YOU WONT CHANGE A THING. so i hope you keep all that love you invented and all that loved you made, and put it to good use because there was no use for it here. i cant believe i let those words trickle from my mouth, i cant believe i let my heart feel something for once, i gave you something so pure and you took your hands an destroyed it like he destroyed you. i hope your happy. i hope you care enough when its all said and done to realize the mess you made, and to have that single fear of IS IT EVER GOING TO COME BACK TO ME.