i've done seen alot

[ericslikeus]

so the time has come where ive faughten forward faughten back and ive gotten no where. when no where leaves you with nothing and nothing in the inbetween. where does love find its path of the any way shape or form. do i keep fighting or do i throw in the towel of great defeat. have i let myself far in this enough to back myself out. its like a parking spot with no clearance. was it worth even driving this far into this. im praying i find my way out. oh on a plane westward missing those with hearts and missing those with smiles. i wont care for you if this continues just so you know. so let me repeat that ive gone on way to long with this, going on 2 days of no speech and what has it to leave me with a lost feeling, the feeling of oh its going to end, credits roll, let them get their due. and all of it will come back to you. let the world kno you broke a boys heart and ruined in from the start. do you feel better knowing he sits alone wondering what he has done when the only doing is on your part. i hope your happy. i hope your glad i hope you...i just hope...when one west ward bound seems jus to far, but yet feeling so close and feeling so right, i never once knew leaving would be the best option. well maybe i should put leaving into us. because leavings the only good i can do. if you go 2 days without a word, doesn't quite show what you care for exactly now does it. its not that i havent and its because i have, and it shows that i should jus run and let go. i will soon let go. and i doubt you'll read this until i did.

so goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. it wasn't quite nice to know you, but i think its gonna be great to forget you.......goodbye, goodbye, goodbye......