Jul 16, 2004 17:58
i broke up with ryan...
it got too serious too fast.
i'm not ready for that. i told him that from the beginning but he kept pushing the "i love you"s and talking about living together, and making random comments about our future...dropping the marriage word here and there (in a joking way, but still)
i wasn't ready
i'm not over my past. it still hurts too much.
and now i've hurt ryan. and that sucks even worse