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Let me just say that if you read all of this bless you.
So this summer has been a definite memorable one. I started out by running away from STFD to Camp. and then left camp to go half way around the world to sydney australia. And now cant wait to leave australia to go back to camp. For some reason, i cant seem to make up my mind. Not only can i not make up my mind about where i want to be in my life right now, but i just read pauls entrance on how he doesnt want to go to Emmanuel. Well i no college is a year away, but i need to start applying and i havent looked at one college. Not one, the only college i have even considered is THE NEW SCHOOL, and thats only becuase 1) Paul was going to go there and i wanted to go with him and 2) Allisons father went there and well i just thought it would be enjoyouyable. Anyway the point is i need to shape up. I need to fin d a college to go to and i need to find a place in my life where i feel comfortable. I feel comfortable in one place for a short period of time and then bam i need to leave and get away. I dno what it is, but i need to work on that.
Other than that, a lot of people that i got close to over the past two years are leaving at the end of the month and it sucks that i have no control over that. There isnt anythin i can do, but simply wave my hand and wish them the best of luck. First off, GAWD. i no thats silly, but there my best friends. Austin and Mason are leaving and both are going far away. All it does is make me think of next year when Me Sean Greg and Al are split up and we all go our seperate ways. I dnt no if im ready for that. Being ripped from my everyday best friends.
The other half of my good friends are leaving as well. Paul, Allison Lianne Katie Z, Josh H MIchelle, ALyssa Milan alyssa east liz chueka, the list of STAGE fags goes on and on, and i cant think of anythin other than how blessed i feel that out last show togehter was Les Miserables. I really dont no what to say to other than i love all of yous and cant think of our first meeting next year without you guys at it. PLease be like will jones and come back and visit. Im gonna miss all you guys and i hope yall know that.
I hope every1 knows that i love every1 and care about every1, even if i dnt show it at times or for long period at times. In my heart i love every1.
Also some1 i wanna say thanx a lot to is Jay. I know you wont read this but i feel like i need to say thanx. Thanx for always listening to me when i needed it and smacking sense into me when i didnt have any. Youve been there for me since i was in 4th grade when i first moved here, and even thoguh i havent talked to you all summer i want you to no your like my brother. I hope this gets to you and reaches your ears becuase i feel like you dnt give yourself enough appreciation like you deserve.
I dnt really no what else to say. SO im gonna go and if you read this and your leaving for college or i havent spoken with you in a while. Please contact me, leave a comment or IM me or email me. But please let me no so we can spend time togehter before you leave. I Care about you. Know that i do.
Thank You
So this summer has been a definite memorable one. I started out by running away from STFD to Camp. and then left camp to go half way around the world to sydney australia. And now cant wait to leave australia to go back to camp. For some reason, i cant seem to make up my mind. Not only can i not make up my mind about where i want to be in my life right now, but i just read pauls entrance on how he doesnt want to go to Emmanuel. Well i no college is a year away, but i need to start applying and i havent looked at one college. Not one, the only college i have even considered is THE NEW SCHOOL, and thats only becuase 1) Paul was going to go there and i wanted to go with him and 2) Allisons father went there and well i just thought it would be enjoyouyable. Anyway the point is i need to shape up. I need to fin d a college to go to and i need to find a place in my life where i feel comfortable. I feel comfortable in one place for a short period of time and then bam i need to leave and get away. I dno what it is, but i need to work on that.
Other than that, a lot of people that i got close to over the past two years are leaving at the end of the month and it sucks that i have no control over that. There isnt anythin i can do, but simply wave my hand and wish them the best of luck. First off, GAWD. i no thats silly, but there my best friends. Austin and Mason are leaving and both are going far away. All it does is make me think of next year when Me Sean Greg and Al are split up and we all go our seperate ways. I dnt no if im ready for that. Being ripped from my everyday best friends.
The other half of my good friends are leaving as well. Paul, Allison Lianne Katie Z, Josh H MIchelle, ALyssa Milan alyssa east liz chueka, the list of STAGE fags goes on and on, and i cant think of anythin other than how blessed i feel that out last show togehter was Les Miserables. I really dont no what to say to other than i love all of yous and cant think of our first meeting next year without you guys at it. PLease be like will jones and come back and visit. Im gonna miss all you guys and i hope yall know that.
I hope every1 knows that i love every1 and care about every1, even if i dnt show it at times or for long period at times. In my heart i love every1.
Also some1 i wanna say thanx a lot to is Jay. I know you wont read this but i feel like i need to say thanx. Thanx for always listening to me when i needed it and smacking sense into me when i didnt have any. Youve been there for me since i was in 4th grade when i first moved here, and even thoguh i havent talked to you all summer i want you to no your like my brother. I hope this gets to you and reaches your ears becuase i feel like you dnt give yourself enough appreciation like you deserve.
I dnt really no what else to say. SO im gonna go and if you read this and your leaving for college or i havent spoken with you in a while. Please contact me, leave a comment or IM me or email me. But please let me no so we can spend time togehter before you leave. I Care about you. Know that i do.
Thank You