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Everyone should be able to say, "I shouldn't have done that..." and i can, and i did. But mistakes can be fixed, and the fixed product most likely ends up being stronger... so in that perspective, was it really a mistake? i dont know, maybe that's just me trying to be an optimist in a situation. There are a lot of emotions that i guess i need to sort out, not even going to bother to describe them when i cannot perfectly identify them to myself. Uncertainty is a frustrating feeling to overcome. Anyways, situations are always changing and change is not bad. As Niki Haris says, in response to her not joining Madonna as a back up vocalist on the Reinvention Tour, "If you're not changing you're dying." I like that. So i will try to change, as should we all in one way or another. Anyways... i'm just kinda rambling on being emotional at the moment, SORRY!
ON A BRIGHTER NOTE:
This weekend was another good one spent among incredible friends. I got so much done too! I now have LESS revieling sailer pants for Halloween, which i am so excited for btw, i found where i HAVE to get a job! soo perfect (hair products store (of course)), as well as rhinestones and glue to make my fabulous TOXIC glasses which I'm sure i have already mentioned one too many times... but i dont care, they are great and soo much fun! I do regret being super drunk and mean to the passed out guy at the Jimmy's on Friday and for being ignorant to people's emotions. But fuck the regrets... the drunk guy situation was really funny at the time i have to admit. Especially considering the suspicious "underwear situation" which arose the next morning as i hear... hmm. Then today was a quick trip to Saginaw. I went to this totally bizaar play at SVSU with Travis, which was pretty good really, hung out for a bit, then finally saw Frency's dorm room! Very cool (in any comparison to the dungeons here at MSU they call student housing), his room is a shrine to Britney that not even i can compete with! and let me say it takes a lot for me to admit that, hehe.
WOW! i feel so out of order, if you got through all of that and comprehended half of what i said, HIGH FIVE to you!
ON A BRIGHTER NOTE:
This weekend was another good one spent among incredible friends. I got so much done too! I now have LESS revieling sailer pants for Halloween, which i am so excited for btw, i found where i HAVE to get a job! soo perfect (hair products store (of course)), as well as rhinestones and glue to make my fabulous TOXIC glasses which I'm sure i have already mentioned one too many times... but i dont care, they are great and soo much fun! I do regret being super drunk and mean to the passed out guy at the Jimmy's on Friday and for being ignorant to people's emotions. But fuck the regrets... the drunk guy situation was really funny at the time i have to admit. Especially considering the suspicious "underwear situation" which arose the next morning as i hear... hmm. Then today was a quick trip to Saginaw. I went to this totally bizaar play at SVSU with Travis, which was pretty good really, hung out for a bit, then finally saw Frency's dorm room! Very cool (in any comparison to the dungeons here at MSU they call student housing), his room is a shrine to Britney that not even i can compete with! and let me say it takes a lot for me to admit that, hehe.
WOW! i feel so out of order, if you got through all of that and comprehended half of what i said, HIGH FIVE to you!