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It is way too late to be up. I should be in bed. Tomorrow is a big day, a very big day. It surprises me that Ashlei is asleep. Usually she is the one up late at night, unable to find sleep. Tonight however, it is my turn. Every so often I look over to her and just watch her sleep. Running my fingers through her hair and kissing her cheek.
It really scares me how close I came to losing her. I have made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but that was nearly the biggest. She is my Ange, and I have known for some time now that she will always be my ange. But tomorrow, tomorrow it will all be official.
With so much negative going on in my life right now, it is comforting to know that she is there. My one constant. Part of me feels like I should be very upset about leaving to go back to Europe. The fact that I am leaving my friends and family and the place I have come to love so much does upset me. But nowhere to the extent that I would think it would.
Instead, I just look at it as a new adventure. One I will face head on with the love of my life. She is all I need. She is my heart, my home. Home could be anywhere, so long as I have her there with me.
I never thought in a million years that I would find myself preparing for another wedding. For a long time I thought I would never let another into my heart. When Ashlei came into my life though, I knew I did not have a chance. She won my heart over quickly and soon enough, I was head over heels in love. I haven't lost a bit of that feeling still. She makes me laugh, smile, and have fun. She knows me better than I even know myself and I adore that. I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with this amazing woman. This woman who, at risk of sounding way too cheesey, completes me. She is my other half, my hearts counterpoint, and I do not know where I would be without her. I cannot wait for tomorrow, when I finally am able to say those two little words, and we can begin our adventure as man and wife.
It really scares me how close I came to losing her. I have made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but that was nearly the biggest. She is my Ange, and I have known for some time now that she will always be my ange. But tomorrow, tomorrow it will all be official.
With so much negative going on in my life right now, it is comforting to know that she is there. My one constant. Part of me feels like I should be very upset about leaving to go back to Europe. The fact that I am leaving my friends and family and the place I have come to love so much does upset me. But nowhere to the extent that I would think it would.
Instead, I just look at it as a new adventure. One I will face head on with the love of my life. She is all I need. She is my heart, my home. Home could be anywhere, so long as I have her there with me.
I never thought in a million years that I would find myself preparing for another wedding. For a long time I thought I would never let another into my heart. When Ashlei came into my life though, I knew I did not have a chance. She won my heart over quickly and soon enough, I was head over heels in love. I haven't lost a bit of that feeling still. She makes me laugh, smile, and have fun. She knows me better than I even know myself and I adore that. I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with this amazing woman. This woman who, at risk of sounding way too cheesey, completes me. She is my other half, my hearts counterpoint, and I do not know where I would be without her. I cannot wait for tomorrow, when I finally am able to say those two little words, and we can begin our adventure as man and wife.