WHY IS EVERYONE AVOIDING ME? >
Except Tobias. Cause he'd shoot me if I said he was. And he kinda isn't.
It's just everyone else. --
Why do I think this? Hmm, lemme list a few of the many reasons.
1) Someone close to me said I smell. Which explains why they never come over to my house, why I don't get hugs from them like I used to, and quite a few other things. Including why they never call and talk to me anymore. Though I'll allow that homework has a bit to do with that.
2) I speak to no one but Tobias. Like ever. Unless it's my parents or has to do with work or school. Online or in real life. And it SUCKS.
3) I come back and Taz immediately 'has to go'. As always. I haven't held a convo with him longer than 5 minutes since.. well, since right after Belle and I broke up, to be exact. And most of THAT was him trying to cheer me up and make me RP.
4) Ewei hasn't been on when I have been for OVER a week. I've been on since 1 PM my time and it's now 4:30 AND HE HASN'T LOGGED ON. I seriously feel like he's avoiding me. Or just doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
But then, why would he, when I apparently stink to high heaven? --
5) I'm just generally always alone. I never talk to anyone, as I've said, but no one bothers to talk to me unless it's a question on how a program works. Example: At school yesterday, two gals started a convo and I was kinda maybe involved in it. But gal #1 was ALWAYS talking at and making eye contact with gal #2, who was sitting right beside me. And gal #2 was the only one able to break in and talk back. I think I had a whopping two sentances in that whole convo.
And if anyone wants to claim I'm paranoid, I'm going to claim their BLIND. Or maybe just socially inept. Because there is obviously a problem and I am the ONLY common factor involved here. So it follows that -I- am the problem. Again.
And I let Marsh talk me out of me being the fucking problem. Even he has to admit that, OHMYFUCKINGGODS, I was RIGHT for a fucking change.
Did I mention that I'm NEVER right? --
It's just everyone else. --
Why do I think this? Hmm, lemme list a few of the many reasons.
1) Someone close to me said I smell. Which explains why they never come over to my house, why I don't get hugs from them like I used to, and quite a few other things. Including why they never call and talk to me anymore. Though I'll allow that homework has a bit to do with that.
2) I speak to no one but Tobias. Like ever. Unless it's my parents or has to do with work or school. Online or in real life. And it SUCKS.
3) I come back and Taz immediately 'has to go'. As always. I haven't held a convo with him longer than 5 minutes since.. well, since right after Belle and I broke up, to be exact. And most of THAT was him trying to cheer me up and make me RP.
4) Ewei hasn't been on when I have been for OVER a week. I've been on since 1 PM my time and it's now 4:30 AND HE HASN'T LOGGED ON. I seriously feel like he's avoiding me. Or just doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
But then, why would he, when I apparently stink to high heaven? --
5) I'm just generally always alone. I never talk to anyone, as I've said, but no one bothers to talk to me unless it's a question on how a program works. Example: At school yesterday, two gals started a convo and I was kinda maybe involved in it. But gal #1 was ALWAYS talking at and making eye contact with gal #2, who was sitting right beside me. And gal #2 was the only one able to break in and talk back. I think I had a whopping two sentances in that whole convo.
And if anyone wants to claim I'm paranoid, I'm going to claim their BLIND. Or maybe just socially inept. Because there is obviously a problem and I am the ONLY common factor involved here. So it follows that -I- am the problem. Again.
And I let Marsh talk me out of me being the fucking problem. Even he has to admit that, OHMYFUCKINGGODS, I was RIGHT for a fucking change.
Did I mention that I'm NEVER right? --