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So this is another one of my fun rant/whining posts, feel free to ignore
Okay so I've kind of got a girlfriend. Sort of. I think.
I really just like to go with the flow, see where things take me, that sort of thing. Normally it works out well and as a result I've gotten to do a lot of random cool things I never would have done. I get invited to some regular customers birthday thing and I go because what the hell. While there I meet a girl, she seems cool, go on a few dates and generally have a good time. I was very clear in the beginning I wasn't about anything to intense. I'm a terrible girlfriend and not really good with emotional stuff so I try to make that well known. Anyway things are going good till she starts getting all stressed at work and kind of being unpleasant to be around. Not like an asshole, but sort of mean. Then she sends me a text saying she wanted some space. Mind you it had only been a month or two that we'd been hanging out so I figured I should just cut my losses and call it quits which I tell her. Two weeks pass without any contact between us, but then she sends me a new message wanting to hang out. So in keeping with my see what happens philosophy I meet up with her because she was fun to be around before and I'm not opposed to being friends with exes. Now she's telling everyone we are girlfriends even though we never even classified ourselves as such when we were actually dating and I feel like I brought all this on myself because I should have just ignored the damn text.
My friends being the awesome people that they are find the whole thing hysterical and I might murder them all.
I'm worried all of my personal relationship stress is going to mess with my writing though. Because in between M and G and their never ending problems and my own situation, I don't exactly have a positive outlook on dating or relationships at the moment.
Okay so I've kind of got a girlfriend. Sort of. I think.
I really just like to go with the flow, see where things take me, that sort of thing. Normally it works out well and as a result I've gotten to do a lot of random cool things I never would have done. I get invited to some regular customers birthday thing and I go because what the hell. While there I meet a girl, she seems cool, go on a few dates and generally have a good time. I was very clear in the beginning I wasn't about anything to intense. I'm a terrible girlfriend and not really good with emotional stuff so I try to make that well known. Anyway things are going good till she starts getting all stressed at work and kind of being unpleasant to be around. Not like an asshole, but sort of mean. Then she sends me a text saying she wanted some space. Mind you it had only been a month or two that we'd been hanging out so I figured I should just cut my losses and call it quits which I tell her. Two weeks pass without any contact between us, but then she sends me a new message wanting to hang out. So in keeping with my see what happens philosophy I meet up with her because she was fun to be around before and I'm not opposed to being friends with exes. Now she's telling everyone we are girlfriends even though we never even classified ourselves as such when we were actually dating and I feel like I brought all this on myself because I should have just ignored the damn text.
My friends being the awesome people that they are find the whole thing hysterical and I might murder them all.
I'm worried all of my personal relationship stress is going to mess with my writing though. Because in between M and G and their never ending problems and my own situation, I don't exactly have a positive outlook on dating or relationships at the moment.