Underneath my hoodie

[erickpimplin]

I feel like an idiot
i cant seem to keep food down i only got to eat once today
i feel physically sick to myself
i cant breathe half of the time
i feel like i will never get to say what i wanted to say

cloud 9 has let me slip straight through without a parachute and my only cushion are the stabbing needles of my mistakes i wish i could do it all over

........im so sorry