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hi guys, ive had a livejournal since sophomore year in high school, i used to write long emo entries nearly every other day, and my name is erica.
i re-read most of junior year tonight, and you know what? i actually enjoyed my personal heartfelt entries, emo as they were.
"label me emo" as a great man once said to ryan today.
so here it goes, an old school post, im really doing it:
junior year...maybe one of the best years of my life. claire left, yay. joke. but i gained something that made me think movies can be real. that summer was filled with immature boys video taping themselves and pool parties at mikes. senior year i pined, and smoked pot with danielle while we schemed. then i fell into something, and mine and jens car rides started to be farther apart than they should have been for a while. this year of my life was a year of cliches. lifes a bitch, good things always come to an end, change is inevidable, time heals all wounds....jen wants the quote "we are what we believe we are" to be with her for the rest of her life, so ive been thinking and im trying to make believe that someday ill make someone more happy than anyone else could make them. and ill mean the world to them. do i believe in fate? i always did ever since i believed in love at first sight, but now i find myself more hopeing that it exists than believing in it. maybe i wrote this because im listening to melodic, emotional music with whiny voices, and maybe i wrote this becuase today i talked to dave haight and told him i was sorry for ever being mean to him, and he laughed and told me that i was never mean to him. and maybe i wrote this because i remembered the new years me and jen were so disheartened we fell asleep before midnight. well for whatever reason ive thought too much to delete it now.
my favorite part of this weekend was when riley told me that when wiley riley sells out he is going to buy a gold couch, and when i commented on the uncomfortability of gold, he replied by saying he would inlay the couch with diamonds.