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Dec 28, 2005 05:06

It seems that everyone I know has this tortured artist, self deprecating mentality about them.. Actually it might be just about everyone. Everyone loves to be depressed and tell everyone else how they are fucked up. THIS IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. This is all fabrication by your brain to make you believe that you actually have something going on to make you be depressed***. It's all in you're head. You are the captain of your ship. You have 100 percent control of how you feel. People make this deprecation a part of their identity. They've had it there so long they don't know what to do without it. It's like your pancreas. It's really only good to give you cancer. Maybe it's a subconscious stab for attention(energy). It gets my attention. WAKE THE FUCK UP. You will never be happy until you stop making yourself unhappy. You'll never be loved until you love yourself. Its really as simple as that. Stop doing this to yourself. It's quite annoying. Regardless, I am completely serious when I say: I love you. That goes for all of you. ALOT.

No this post wasn't motivated by you, it's all of you. Myself included.

note-I had this on private as I originally intended it solely for my own thought collection.

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Unless you're doing alot of hard drugs. Then you sort of have it coming.
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