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Mar 29, 2010 00:48

Well it's been nearly two months since I last had any contact with the ex. I'm well on my way into moving-on but I still miss her like crazy. Sometimes the thoughts give me a tight feeling in my stomach that can take hours to go away. I don't think I'll be fully over her until I find someone else but I know that I can't just start a new relationship for the sake of getting over my last one. I guess I'll just have to be patient...

My roommate (18) is pregnant. She is 90% sure that she wants to keep it. The father (18) is manning up with the intent of getting married. They are both very young and very stupid for getting themselves into this situation but I'm really proud and impressed that they are taking responsibility so quickly and so well. They are already planning their living arrangments and work arrangments for the next year and sound rather excited when they talk about it. (it is always possible though that the reality hasn't sunk in)

It makes me think that unless a girl is ready to become a parent, or already is a parent, I'm really not interested. I'm only 22, but with only a year until graduation I feel ready to become a dad. Yeah, being young is fun and I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts, but I have no qualms about forever becoming a parent tomorrow morning if the situation presented itself.
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