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Yeahh so idk i just use this to write to my self like a journal as it is to be used... alot of crap is going on
have you ever had that thing where you tell your parents everything, yet they still dont feel its enough, like do they think your going to tell them your whole fucking teenage life,, i think not atleast im not somethings are personal, i mean dont get me wrong i do tell my parents well like everything because i think its important to have an open relationship with your parents becuase they'll trust u more, well i am probably going to grandvalley over break and well my parents think all im going to do is drink, they dont trust me, my mom thinks i keep secrets from her and it kinda kills me because i tell her everything well her and my dad and my aunt, but i tell them everything and for that to be shoved in my face=kinda gay.. n well then latley i have had like zero- time for friends so i feel like i have no socail life whatsoever which makes me really sad,, ive been crying a super lot latley because well yeah i lost alot of my good friends but i guess thats just how things go right.. i dont really know how to control my anger,, and thats kinda aproblem because i always want to scream throw and break things or run, but you cant really run at 11o`clock at night byyourself in the dark you know..not really safe, especially with snow outside n stuff welll whatever and i guess whatever idk i just needed to type some of this out...