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I went on a bit of a mad spending spree on thursday. (all in the name of sarahs wedding which is still 2 months away) I blame kel she justifies all my stupid impulse buys for me. TO be fair everything i brought was needed, so it wasn't too bad. But i really do need to be strict this month. Ive set myself a weekly budget and i will by NO CLOTHES, DVDs or CDs. I will also stop eating out so much. Why do it when me mom will feed me for free.
I'm going up town tonight which is not a good start to my regime, but i won't drink much. I'll just finish my malibu, and have the lil bottle of champagne jules gave me for me birthday. Then i'll have one in the goose, and will not drink anymore. i can't get to drunk anyway cos its lee evans tomorrow. Yay! I don't want to be ill for that. I should still stick to my budget anyway.
Then next week i'm going to leicester for the weekend, So i'll be right on my budget then. Then surely i must have more money than a bunch of students. The weekend after that i definatly won't spend much, as kels going to london, so i'll save loads then. After that i haven't thought ahead. God i hate being broke. I just wish i had self control. I'm being really sad and monitoring all of my outgoings this month. If i check my balance regulalrly i won't think i have more moeny than i do, which is when i tend to go a bit mad.
I'm still feeling all hormonal to, (am i sharing too much here). One minute i'm happy as larry the next i'm randomly stressed. I got really pissed off yday when j couldn't talk for long on the phone,(not with him just with leicaster really) obviously i didn't say anything to him, I just phoned kel and off loaded it all onto her and felt loads better. which brings me to another point i don't think i was made for long distance relationships. I need too much attention, not constant attention, just attention when i want it. Kel put it nicely when she said i needed a psychic boyfrriend. i'm just a bit of a bitch cos i expect boyfriends to drop everything and be at my beck and call, which doesn't really work when your in different counties. However in some ways i'm a good girlfreind, as i trusting, wouldn't stop someone from having females friends, and personally i don't think i'm the jelous or posesive kind (which kelly agrees with) Bloody hell what is with all of this opening up.It must be the hormones. I'm going to stop now i'm getting a bit ridiculous here.
I'm going to start my weekend of fun now. I shall make sure my next entery is positive
I'm going up town tonight which is not a good start to my regime, but i won't drink much. I'll just finish my malibu, and have the lil bottle of champagne jules gave me for me birthday. Then i'll have one in the goose, and will not drink anymore. i can't get to drunk anyway cos its lee evans tomorrow. Yay! I don't want to be ill for that. I should still stick to my budget anyway.
Then next week i'm going to leicester for the weekend, So i'll be right on my budget then. Then surely i must have more money than a bunch of students. The weekend after that i definatly won't spend much, as kels going to london, so i'll save loads then. After that i haven't thought ahead. God i hate being broke. I just wish i had self control. I'm being really sad and monitoring all of my outgoings this month. If i check my balance regulalrly i won't think i have more moeny than i do, which is when i tend to go a bit mad.
I'm still feeling all hormonal to, (am i sharing too much here). One minute i'm happy as larry the next i'm randomly stressed. I got really pissed off yday when j couldn't talk for long on the phone,(not with him just with leicaster really) obviously i didn't say anything to him, I just phoned kel and off loaded it all onto her and felt loads better. which brings me to another point i don't think i was made for long distance relationships. I need too much attention, not constant attention, just attention when i want it. Kel put it nicely when she said i needed a psychic boyfrriend. i'm just a bit of a bitch cos i expect boyfriends to drop everything and be at my beck and call, which doesn't really work when your in different counties. However in some ways i'm a good girlfreind, as i trusting, wouldn't stop someone from having females friends, and personally i don't think i'm the jelous or posesive kind (which kelly agrees with) Bloody hell what is with all of this opening up.It must be the hormones. I'm going to stop now i'm getting a bit ridiculous here.
I'm going to start my weekend of fun now. I shall make sure my next entery is positive