Just a quick grumble
work was sooooooo boring today, i take back what i said about it being ok, i think i mut have been in an unusualy good mood when i said that. I'm back to my normal miserable tired self now.lol. I couldn't even be bothered to socialise tonight which is unusual for me. Its a shame being as i've had my hair re- blonded, and cut, and have no one to show other than my sister who didn't even notice. Anyway back to work being boring, i wish i could find my true calling, as i'm jelous of talking to people who like there jobs and no what they want to do in the future. I don't know what it is with my job but there is just no challenge. I may regret saying this and maybe i am cracking up, but i think i do miss customers a little bit, not the crappy ones just the nice ones. I think i just need a more challenging job with a bit more variety. I just don't know what i'm suited to.Ah well my probabtion period isn't up till the 17th Januray 2006, so i won't worry about it till then.
I've got to get back into the gym aswell, i've only been once for half an hour this week, but i just haven't had the energy. I would have gone today but i didn't want to ruin my new do just yet. Having said that maybe new hair cut would have made the sexy spinning instructor notice me. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr! Anyway i shall definatly devote myself to the gym when Jay go's back to uni. I'll go to the gym once a week at least and go spinning on a tuesday and sunday. I will also cut out booze. Ok once again who am i kidding. I'm also eating like a right heffer to, i'm just so hungry andd have no will power so give into it. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i am feeling very negative today, i ahve no idea y. Its showing in my dreams cos i keep having horrible dreams that people keep falling out with me and ignoring me its so strange, Kel thinks its a sign that i'm anxious about something. Why can i never remember positive dreams.
I'm off to wallow in self pitty now.lol. Im not that bad really, i haven't really got that much to grumble about.
I've got to get back into the gym aswell, i've only been once for half an hour this week, but i just haven't had the energy. I would have gone today but i didn't want to ruin my new do just yet. Having said that maybe new hair cut would have made the sexy spinning instructor notice me. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr! Anyway i shall definatly devote myself to the gym when Jay go's back to uni. I'll go to the gym once a week at least and go spinning on a tuesday and sunday. I will also cut out booze. Ok once again who am i kidding. I'm also eating like a right heffer to, i'm just so hungry andd have no will power so give into it. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i am feeling very negative today, i ahve no idea y. Its showing in my dreams cos i keep having horrible dreams that people keep falling out with me and ignoring me its so strange, Kel thinks its a sign that i'm anxious about something. Why can i never remember positive dreams.
I'm off to wallow in self pitty now.lol. Im not that bad really, i haven't really got that much to grumble about.