Sep 12, 2005 09:35
I am feeling so rough today, so i've opted to have the day off work, I haven't been sick or anything yet but i don't want to risk going in and being sick there. I'm really disapointed that i've had the day off cos for some reason unbeknown to me, i wanted to try and go a year off without having a day off. The last time i had time off sick was last november which is quite good i guess.
I think i'm just going to lie in bed and sleep today, maybe i'll watch the ashes, it would be nice to witness a historical moment (that is if England win). And I suppose its always quite nice to watch sexy men prancing about in their whites.lol. Having said that i've not had a good week sport wise. I can't believe the albion and england both let me down in the same week.I was gutted at the wigan result, i really thought we might stay up this season, but i'm not so sure now.
I had a good weekend this week, the complete oposite of last weekend. I went to an anne summers party in enville on friday. i was quite aprehensive about going cos i was sobre, but it was a good laugh. She opened up the night by asking us to introduce ourselves, and to reveal the dodgyist place we had ever had sex. As my sister came along i managed to wiggle out of it. I had to grovel hard though. Other than that it was smooth sailing. I also noticed being sobre was an advantage as it meant i didn't buy anything. Last time i went to one, i was drunk and spent too much money.
After the anne summers party i got persuaded into going up town. We started off in the bank, which was equal to rothwells in badness, then went on to walkabout, which i'm ashamed to say was quite good. They played five and take that i was well impressed.
On saturday morning i took my car in to have the horn fixed at long last, then went home and slept till 1:00 pm. Saturday afternoon i had a litte pubcrawl round wombourne with adam. Admitidley we only drank coke. I then got drunk round J's and we went up town to good ole royal london and Blast Off which was quite enjoyable, as once again they played lots of killers and Kaiser Chiefs.
Sunday i had what i thought was a really bad hangover, but i now think its whatever this illness i have now is. Anyway due to this illness/hangover i didn't get out of bed till 4:30. Disgusting i know.So I was once again forced to watch half a days worth of cricket. I acctually understand it now, which is quite worrying.
On saturday night i met carly for a quick drink in the hollybush, then went home, cleaned nyself up and met julie, kelly, charlie and her boyfriend for the quiz.We came last, and i was feeling reallly ill so wasn't my usual entertaining self.lol.
Then this morning i woke up feeling like shit, and that was my weekend.
i wish i could think of something philosophical to say. hmmmmm. I haven't cried since July, which must mean and i'm happy. In fact i have to say i'm feeling the most settled i've felt since sixth form. I've got good friends (and boyfriend) to keep me sane, and though not the most enthralling job in the world i've got a 9-5 job, (technically i work 8:30 to 4:45 most days) which is ok paid, and i don't hate it.I think getting back in touch with people like Nisha, wend and charlie, cheered me up, as its always a shame to loose touch with people. Kelly said to me the other day i seem to be sickingly happy at the moment, and carly said words to the same effect yesterday. i can't belive i'm acctually really happy, i never thought i'd see the day.lol. Well i did, i guess i'm usually quite happy its just uni could be quite unsettling, well it wasn't really uni that was bad, i think it was more the part time job that came with it, that made university life a bit dodgy. Though i do miss uni, and lieing around watching MTV. i probably prefer working life though. I've just re read that paragraph, its a bit deep for me, so i'll stop rambling now. Anyway i'm quite sure my happiness will be short lived. It normaly is.
I have made quite a big decision in my life recently. After having got waaaaaaaaaaay to drunk on saturday, i think i'm going to not get so drunk in future. I will get drunk, just not off my face drunk. Theres no need to get that drunk anyway, it doesn't really achieve anything, other than illness, and falling asleep in taxis.lol. Adam would be very pleased to hear me say that i'm sure.
well thats all i have to day for myself, and i really need some sleep now