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I think like everyone in Britain i felt sickened by yeasterdays events, i'm not very good with words so i don't really know what to say about it.Yesterday was one of the sadest days i can remember, and i wasn't even really affected by it. Well i wasn't at all. These things just make you feel vulnerbale, and sad. ( how lowsey am i at expressing myself).i think the thing that worries me most is that yes i was shocked and disgusted by what happened, but in a way it just seemed like the inevitable had happened.I was at work when it all took place, and i have to say as word spread around the office the whole atmosphere changes, especially when we realised the seriousness of it. no one did very much for the rest of the day, as we all just seemed to loose all focus. We spent most of the day either watching the TV or listening to the radio. It all seemed so sureal.
On a lighter note i've npt got much planned for the weekend, i'm going to meet up with chris tommorw afternoon, i don't what we are going to do. Probably just have a few drinks or go to the cinema or something. Other than that i have no plans, i could have gone up town tonight, but i seem to have lost all enthusiasm for it at the moment. i can't remember the last time i went up and it was trouble free. I either seem to end up getting upset, having drink thrown all over me by tossers, or as is more common, i make a prat of myself. But then again it all makes for something good to talk about the next day. I can't belive i've only been up town twice, well probably really only once, since i hit 22.Mind you I'm going next week for naomi's 21st, which should be a good laugh.
Tonight i had a drs appointment about a cut i've had for nearly six months, but it was pointless, then i went to the gym, and i can say with some pride i ran for 2km. I know its not that far, but its a big improvement for me.I'm determined to get fit. I was in such bad physical condition around my birthday, so i've decided to correct it
Anyway tthats enough of my boring ramblings
On a lighter note i've npt got much planned for the weekend, i'm going to meet up with chris tommorw afternoon, i don't what we are going to do. Probably just have a few drinks or go to the cinema or something. Other than that i have no plans, i could have gone up town tonight, but i seem to have lost all enthusiasm for it at the moment. i can't remember the last time i went up and it was trouble free. I either seem to end up getting upset, having drink thrown all over me by tossers, or as is more common, i make a prat of myself. But then again it all makes for something good to talk about the next day. I can't belive i've only been up town twice, well probably really only once, since i hit 22.Mind you I'm going next week for naomi's 21st, which should be a good laugh.
Tonight i had a drs appointment about a cut i've had for nearly six months, but it was pointless, then i went to the gym, and i can say with some pride i ran for 2km. I know its not that far, but its a big improvement for me.I'm determined to get fit. I was in such bad physical condition around my birthday, so i've decided to correct it
Anyway tthats enough of my boring ramblings