Oct 26, 2004 22:55
Ok so here goes, people are being extremely dramatic lately. Everything, and I MEAN EVERYTHING, is ticking people off. You can't say a single thing without someone jumping on your back and beating you to death with their own foot. THAT DRAMATIC! Other than that I finally had my date with Chris after one postponement and one time being stood up. Which I forgave him for, mainly because I am desperate. He is really cute and tall and has the greatest coy smile. And it seems that every look he gives me is cute in some way. I am smitten like a muthafuckin kitten here people. Anyway he is ALSO and get this, a ballet dancer, and ballet dancers are HOT! To me anyway. We went to brunch on our date (how gay is that) and then we really didn't know what to do with ourselves so we sort of just went to my house to drop me off, and then he went home and cleaned his apartment. SO I am waiting the mandatory three days after a date before I call him. Don't want to seem needy and don't want to seem like I am not interested. Upon the third day we shall arrange another date. Which I think I may suggest cooking him dinner. I think it would be fun. My motivation behind this is... 1. I will be doing something that will show that I am useful. 2. I will get to be in his apartment, surrounded by plenty of clues into who he is. 3. It will be dinner so therefore dark out and this may do one of two things. A. Lead to a romantic mood which may lead to a movie where upon we cuddle. Which then may lead to making out. OR B. Lead to him taking me home late and then putting into play the whole seeing you to your door scenario which hopefully will end in a hug or kiss, or better yet both. But this all relies on whether or not he feels comfortable having me in his house. Which may or may not be the case. But its time to hit the gas on this dating game because I am an impatient person and I always want results instantly. So anyway most of the drama mentioned before has been resolved, by who else, but willing to communicate and work things out ERIC. I am too nice sometimes. But I have my motives. *Devious laughter*
~Eric~