Nov 29, 2005 15:54
So waking up today was pretty horrible. I slept like shit lastnight. Someone kept texting my phone at ungodly hours, such as 12:30, 1:30, 3 and 5:30. This was not apprechiated, but I was just to lazy to shut my phone off so I just listened to it beep. Then I woke up and realized that my clothing supply was getting low so I just threw on pants and a sweatshirt, and went to drivers ed, which is rather stupid I must say. Chelle and I are going to do our project on Suspension, brakes, tires and crap. It looked like the easiest one to do.
Double Biology was... just like every other double, rather slow and spent with me day dreaming about other things, none of which relate to biology at all. English- read Julius Caesar- I'm starting to find it more interesting if anything. Band... yeah. Math- same ol same ol. Latin- translated and day dreamed and she passed stuff out- not very interesting. Gym we played basketball and I was with Kenzie and Maddy so it was fun. Then I came home and finished my latin homework because I knew it was going to be easy and I just wanted to get it over with, and then I started by Geometry, but that is now sitting unfinished on my bed.
I've been thinking about God a lot lately, most of all because of the song "Jesus Take the wheel" by Carrie Underwood. That is one of the things that I've been day dreaming about, mostly about his existence and if I belive, even though I've been going to church forever. I came to the conclusion that even if he doesn't exist, when you pray to him, you are actually more or less looking for guidance rather than an answer, which is I think what I have been misinterpretting my entire life. (I know that sounds kinda like "you just figured that out" but I think it's so true.) I've also been wondering often about if people are put on the world, just to serve a purpose and if we are, what is mine, but I guess your not suppose to know that yet, or ever for that matter. Just something I've been wondering about.
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