What it all comes down to my friends, yeah, is that i haven't got it all figured out just yet
i don't really know what i want to say yet...hold on, im going to go get another peanut butter granola bar...ok im back. well i have to run again in another hour and a half. thats all i fricken do all the fricken time. its really starting to drain my energy. i've gotten to the point where im completely dead after 9 pm. i come home, pass out for a couple hours, and by the time my legs start to be able to move again, i have to go run at sunset hellls. anyways, cross country hasn't officially started yet so it hasn't completely robbed me of my social life...
my birfday was yesterday as you all know. thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and gave me the best presents evaa!!! i loooooove you! haha. yeah but it was wierd. it never feels like my birthday anymore. on one hand i feel like its supposed to be my special,spectacular day;but nothing was really unusual except for a constant string of 'happy birthdays,'( some sincere, some i think were just said out of courtesy) and a couple presents. i didn't really do much except for lay around all day like every other day. i didn't even cut the cake with my family. and the four day celebration really de-emphasizes the whole big thing about your actual birthday being a special day, so that was kind of bad. i'm just complaining though. i did enjoy it, nonetheless. mathew's rendition of little drummer boy is possibly one of the funniest things i have ever seen in my whole life. i mean, my face was disgustingly contorting from the painfully hard laughter. i don't think i've laughed that hard since i accidently, unknowingly screamed out "ROCKING ROBIN" at the top of my lungs when my sister was chasing me. (i'll tell you the story if you want) so that was great. haha. so now im 17! woo! yeah! finalllllyyyy!!!
in other news i made a summer/life goals list. it was good for me. lately ive been too lazy to do anything, even simply to think. thats why i've been avoiding livejournal. its easier to do nothing than confront your problems and figure out why everything has been so blah lately.(although i don't know if livejournal is exactly the right place to do that). well maybe there really isn't an answer. but its also easier not to think about it. getting back to the point, its amazing how writing some words down on a piece of paper can put things in perspective... i'm not really determined to accomplish the list right now, but im determined to be determined to accomplish it. ha. get that?!?
well not much else to say. same old, same old. fun times, not so fun times. (but mostly fun times recently!)annd,yeahh. my boobs are getting smaller by the minute. by the end of the summer, i will have but two, small, pitiful...you get the picture. damn you cross country!!! you're shrinking my boobs!
june is almost over, sadly. you did not live up to my expectations, june. (yes, i know i said i didn't have expectations, but in the back of my mind, i did.) but i guess its alright... july better be damn good though! and tonight, is a night for lasts. last night of june. last night of erica's (thats me) four day birthday celebration. so now that i have rambled on for-freakin-ever, i will leave. but hey you know what i just thought about... we'll be in the HOT TUB (!) and you guys can see my ever-shrinking boobs. i think we should take a picture of them now, and a picture of them at the end of the summer. (with my bathing suit on) (this is one of those things where you keep on talking and it keeps on getting worse) (so ill just finish up) and maaaaaaaaaan, you won't belieeeeve your eyes!!! the changes! the changes!!!
my birfday was yesterday as you all know. thanks to all who wished me happy birthday and gave me the best presents evaa!!! i loooooove you! haha. yeah but it was wierd. it never feels like my birthday anymore. on one hand i feel like its supposed to be my special,spectacular day;but nothing was really unusual except for a constant string of 'happy birthdays,'( some sincere, some i think were just said out of courtesy) and a couple presents. i didn't really do much except for lay around all day like every other day. i didn't even cut the cake with my family. and the four day celebration really de-emphasizes the whole big thing about your actual birthday being a special day, so that was kind of bad. i'm just complaining though. i did enjoy it, nonetheless. mathew's rendition of little drummer boy is possibly one of the funniest things i have ever seen in my whole life. i mean, my face was disgustingly contorting from the painfully hard laughter. i don't think i've laughed that hard since i accidently, unknowingly screamed out "ROCKING ROBIN" at the top of my lungs when my sister was chasing me. (i'll tell you the story if you want) so that was great. haha. so now im 17! woo! yeah! finalllllyyyy!!!
in other news i made a summer/life goals list. it was good for me. lately ive been too lazy to do anything, even simply to think. thats why i've been avoiding livejournal. its easier to do nothing than confront your problems and figure out why everything has been so blah lately.(although i don't know if livejournal is exactly the right place to do that). well maybe there really isn't an answer. but its also easier not to think about it. getting back to the point, its amazing how writing some words down on a piece of paper can put things in perspective... i'm not really determined to accomplish the list right now, but im determined to be determined to accomplish it. ha. get that?!?
well not much else to say. same old, same old. fun times, not so fun times. (but mostly fun times recently!)annd,yeahh. my boobs are getting smaller by the minute. by the end of the summer, i will have but two, small, pitiful...you get the picture. damn you cross country!!! you're shrinking my boobs!
june is almost over, sadly. you did not live up to my expectations, june. (yes, i know i said i didn't have expectations, but in the back of my mind, i did.) but i guess its alright... july better be damn good though! and tonight, is a night for lasts. last night of june. last night of erica's (thats me) four day birthday celebration. so now that i have rambled on for-freakin-ever, i will leave. but hey you know what i just thought about... we'll be in the HOT TUB (!) and you guys can see my ever-shrinking boobs. i think we should take a picture of them now, and a picture of them at the end of the summer. (with my bathing suit on) (this is one of those things where you keep on talking and it keeps on getting worse) (so ill just finish up) and maaaaaaaaaan, you won't belieeeeve your eyes!!! the changes! the changes!!!