Aug 16, 2005 11:27
I'm really hating guys right now. I dont know what it is, i just am not liking them. Any of them. Even my brother! He's got a new girlfriend, which i'm happy about but also bitter. Duh, i'm always bitter. What else is new? I'm ready to quit on guys. Altogether. The firefighter sucks and i think i ruined it cuz i was nervous and when i'm nervous, i laugh a lot. Stupid stupid. Oh well, if he doesnt want to give me another chance, FINE! his loss. Kinda like what happened with Corey but oh well...
Thursday the girls and i are going out. Margaritas and Railroad. I need to get out and dance, and of course get plastered! Eeeeek. Not ready for school, i need to make more money.
Lots more on my mind, seriously looking into Smith College lately. I really like the structure and timeline of the social work program. Overview: If i were to get in, i would take classes during the summer June - August, this year. Have an internship for Sept to April, Classes June to August, another internship Sept to April, and then more classes to end the program that summer. Then graduate! That means if i can have an internship in Rhode Island, i can live at home or in my grandfather's house. Which rocks cuz that'll save me even more money! I'm definitely going to the information session in November for Smith.
I have another info session for U of Hartford next week on the 23rd. REALLY NERVOUS b/c i'm going alone but i gotta. I'm 21 yrs old going to grad school, cant keep doing things with the rents. Oh well. I'm excited cuz that's my top school choice.
Anywho, everyone should be happy to know i'm talking to Josh again, I felt bad i just told him "no not interested in you" when i first met him. I think he would really get along with Mike, Chris and Matt so i invited him to the party on Sept 3rd. Hopefully i get that day off of work cuz it's the Keene Music Festival and some bands i like will be in the area. Oh well, that's a time away, lata!
*ericaleigh*
p.s. i've gone on Match.com, maybe that'll be better than personals...