joshua payton loy
i got the email this afternoon. my first love, josh, is engaged. i have mixed emotions, i'm really only about 2% happy for him and the 98% is a mixture of feeling sad, used, regretful, angry, bitter, hurt, jealous... and any other kind of weird emotion you feel when the love of your life gets engaged to another woman. i'm kinda glad i dont know her though. cause if i did, i would always be comparing myself to her. either way, the wedding is on August 6th... and the question is... do i go?
to quote a movie, "hes been... the man in my life". and i've been the woman in his. its just weird... it wasnt supposed to end up this way.
should i go to the wedding?
to quote a movie, "hes been... the man in my life". and i've been the woman in his. its just weird... it wasnt supposed to end up this way.
should i go to the wedding?