4 more days...
4 days til ATC! I feel like I'm going to an adult Prom! I am jittery and over-planning. Its just how I work, but once I get there, there is no plan. We just have fun and chill the hell out. I am excited to see Paul again, like really really.
I am also excited that right after ATC Jordan is coming back for Christmas from Oregon! I haven't seen him in a few years and we have been talking a lot as of late. I've been missing having him around to play guitar and have circular conversations about anarchy and religion. *sigh*
It is looking to be a good month. Hopefully, I will have CJ on Wednesday, which will fix the fact that its been a while since I have seen the Reilly clan! Christmas is still up in the air, but I have almost all of my presents finished. I finished my bitchin' 70s pants yesterday, so I am feeling good.
Introspective, but good. My journaling is going well, very interesting. Mostly it makes me worry though, as I read it. I feel the more I write my feelings, the more I go inside myself, and the more i over-analyse or just fixate, but I am so excited to just be able to write all of the crazy down that it doesn't matter yet. Maybe I just need to keep writing and not re-read everything. That would help. I just feel very up in the air generally lately. Who knows why. Maybe its the season. Maybe its my situation. Maybe its just me, I do this from time to time.
Enough on that, back to being happy. Which I am. And excited. I hope this weekend lasts forever.
I am also excited that right after ATC Jordan is coming back for Christmas from Oregon! I haven't seen him in a few years and we have been talking a lot as of late. I've been missing having him around to play guitar and have circular conversations about anarchy and religion. *sigh*
It is looking to be a good month. Hopefully, I will have CJ on Wednesday, which will fix the fact that its been a while since I have seen the Reilly clan! Christmas is still up in the air, but I have almost all of my presents finished. I finished my bitchin' 70s pants yesterday, so I am feeling good.
Introspective, but good. My journaling is going well, very interesting. Mostly it makes me worry though, as I read it. I feel the more I write my feelings, the more I go inside myself, and the more i over-analyse or just fixate, but I am so excited to just be able to write all of the crazy down that it doesn't matter yet. Maybe I just need to keep writing and not re-read everything. That would help. I just feel very up in the air generally lately. Who knows why. Maybe its the season. Maybe its my situation. Maybe its just me, I do this from time to time.
Enough on that, back to being happy. Which I am. And excited. I hope this weekend lasts forever.