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Jun 23, 2005 01:46

i visited my grandpas grave today and we planted a tree. He died about 3 years ago. I tried my best not to cry. I dont like cemetarys. It makes me wonder what happened to all those people and how they died. I saw a grave of an eleven year old girl and I didnt know her but I cried like I did. eleven years isnt even the beginning of a life. I couldnt even imagine the pain that her family felt. Life can be so unfair and sad.

I know that sometimes I can get caught up in so many other complicated things and I forget about the little things. I am so thankful to have a family who loves me and friends who are there for me and something to eat and a place to sleep everynight. we donated clothes and a bunch of stuff from the attic to a homeless shelter tonight. It felt good. Its hard to imagine that things that are junk to you can be amazing to another person. I think today has really given me a fresh outlook on my life. I love life.

I wish that I could fix the world. I hate that I cant.

goodnight♥
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