Everything is a race. be exhilarating.
I like the coke car. I wanna go again. and again.
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what goes up must come down.
I am down. way down. I dont want to cry ever again.
Im reaching out for things and certain people that I know I shouldnt be.
Im finding comfort in the wrong things, and in the wrong people.
I just dont wanna sleep alone. I like hearing nice things and I like pretending everything is going to be alright. when all I really want to do is close my eyes and not have to worry about waking up, and worrying all of the time. not that i want to die. because i dont.. im no good for myself.
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what goes up must come down.
I am down. way down. I dont want to cry ever again.
Im reaching out for things and certain people that I know I shouldnt be.
Im finding comfort in the wrong things, and in the wrong people.
I just dont wanna sleep alone. I like hearing nice things and I like pretending everything is going to be alright. when all I really want to do is close my eyes and not have to worry about waking up, and worrying all of the time. not that i want to die. because i dont.. im no good for myself.